jamwolfsky wrote:Congrats Zingdad, super site....

, very promising .
Thanks Jam!
You pose some very interesting questions!
jamwolfsky wrote:Is Joy Divine ultimate goal to integrate Zingdad into Joy Divine?

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Yeah, I would say that this is the case. But things are not as simple as they might seem. It's not a simple matter of a "higher-self" sending a part of itself out and then reeling it back in again. It is quite a complex thing to understand. From the higher-self's perspective I have never been apart or away. I never left. I have always been, and will always remain, within and a part of my higher-self. It is just
from my perspective that I have come to believe myself to be separate and to perceive myself as an "individual". In believing it to be so it has become very powerfully true
for me. I have felt myself to be completely alone and separate and lost. In that state I have learned some interesting things about myself and done some interesting things. I have caused myself and others quite a lot of harm. I have come to realise this state of separation is quite painful and decided I wanted something different. I have, in this lifetime, begun to remember that I am not REALLY separate but actually a part of something greater. I have begun to wake up to the fact that I am, and always was, an indivisible part of my higher-self. I have begun to wake up to the remembrance of other lifetimes that are also "me" who are also a part of my higher-self. In waking up and remembering I am also learning to really love myself and to heal my inner-pain. And the more I do that the more I awaken. This begins an accelerating cycle which returns me "home" to my higher-self.
But does that mean I am "becoming" Joy-Divine? That I shall cease to be what I am and shall become something else? That is what your next questions were asking:
jamwolfsky wrote:What will happen to Zingdad once he is integrated into Joy Divine?
Will Zingdad become Joy Divine Zingdad?
So that Zingdad can only speak through Joy Divine making it difficult to imagine a dialogue between both of them as everything is Joy Divine

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The answer that I have received to this type of enquiry is quite difficult for me to completely grasp. You see, Jam, we here on earth are constrained to very limited view of what we are or what we could be. We each inhabit a world of one-perspective, one time-line, one identity. But, as I understand it, higher-dimensional beings are not the same as us in this respect. They know themselves to be outside of time. This is hard for me to grasp properly. But the way I understand it is like this: every single moment in my whole life is RIGHT NOW for my higher-self. And not just all the moments that I believe I have experienced... the moments I have NOT experienced because of the choices I DID NOT take... those moments are also equally real and equally RIGHT NOW for my higher-self. And all the moments in all my past lives too. And all the moments in all the possible lives and probable lives that got played out in dreams and in subordinate realities. And all the moments of all the life-between-lives too.
It starts to boggle my mind when I think about all that, but for my higher-self all of that is RIGHT NOW and all of that is SELF. And, in fact, all of that is like a grain of sand on the endless beach that is Joy-Divine because J-D has infinite experience doing all kinds of things that I simply do not have the capacity to even begin to understand.
But do you see the problem? I see myself as that which holds certain experiences. I am a certain kind of person because I behave in a certain way. But higher-self also includes other versions of self that are quite different from me. So what am I? Am I just me or am I me and all those other versions too?
Well... I can speak from my own experience and say I am that which I create myself to be. I can say that, as I awaken, so I have been healing and loving parts of self that previously I rejected and said "not me". Now I look at these part of self and say "oh yes, that too is me". And so the journey is begun. So I am becoming more, not less. So I am indeed awakening to being one with Joy-Divine.
And then? How do I converse with myself if I am all just that? Well... the answer is quite simple. if I wish to discover something about myself or seek within myself then I speak to that aspect of self that is engaged in that process of self-discovery. Then I can see myself as Joy-Divine OR I can see myself as the individuated aspect that is busy with that task. Because it is all one thing. Unless it holds the perspective that it is not.
And this, I believe, is a good way to understand EVERYTHING.
It is my belief that, at some level, all higher-selves find that they too are all part of one great being. And that means that ultimately we are all ONE. All of us. We just don't know it. We all experience ourselves as separate and apart but that is just so that we may be the part of the greater self that can answer certain questions about Self.
Jam, I don't know if I have done a good job of answering your questions. They are big questions with terribly complex answers. But they are quite central to the whole issue of ascension. And seeing as that is what the book is all about I very much hope you'll stay with the book and see if your questions are elucidated. Maybe some of what you find will even resonate with you too.