Many thanks for heardly words in your video. !
I will give you a reminder, to put a transcript from that video on this page, please.
Than, I can translate it for the German readers. Would you be so kind ?
Dream-soldier
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Qanena wrote:I will give you a reminder, to put a transcript from that video on this page, please.
Than, I can translate it for the German readers. Would you be so kind ?
Dream-soldier
Hi everyone
This is Zingdad. I’m not going to channel Adamu this time. I’d much rather just speak to you from my heart.
A lot of people are expressing a lot of pain over the no-show of the 14th. You are confused and hurting. So am I. I am confused as to why I invested so much emotional energy into this event occurring on the 14th when my channelings hadn’t even said it would occur on the 14th. But I just wanted it so badly. And as the day slowly slipped away and nothing happened I felt lost. And I had no-one to blame for all this. Some of you have lashed out at us channellers. I can’t even do that. I am no one’s victim. I know I engaged in all the honesty and earnestness I have. I know I was motivated by pure love. And still I managed to get myself into this situation where I caused myself a world of confusion. So what to do with all this? I think two things. The first is to give the whole lightship phenomenon one more look and then the second is to see how we move on from there. So here goes.
Part One. The Lightship. Right now I am feeling a little too confused and hurt to really want to go and try to channel a message about this. Let’s for a second assume that there actually IS a lightship and it just hasn’t yet appeared in our consciousness, shall we? In that case I can only think that the reason it hasn’t appeared is it is waiting for our consciousness to be ready for its arrival. That our mindset be such that we are not harmed by its appearance.
And if you have a look at what’s happened, despite all the messages of the lightship not being our savior still that is how we are responding – like lost little lambs whose savior and protector has let us down. And I do include myself in this. That was how I felt. Let down and betrayed. I would suggest that if we are going to grow though this event then it might be useful to examine our own expectations of it. If we want to be saved by anyone other than ourselves then we are looking to be hurt and disappointed. Such is the nature of life. Each of us can only ever save ourselves. Otherwise you become dependant on that which saves you. And that does no-one any good. So I guess, after the fact, it becomes apparent why the consciousness was not in fact ready to receive such an intervention. If I am not wrong then what is being offered is simply the knowledge that there are positively-oriented beings out there, so that we can make better decisions about our own home situation and then later possibly invite them to discuss with us about how we ourselves can improve our own lot. They never were going to come in a fix everything for us. And if these are our demands and expectations then I suspect those expectations are unrealistic and that’s going to cause us a world of pain.
But some interesting thoughts crop up for me. I don’t know how it is where you live but here in my city all the news media are suddenly buzzing with this story. They were dead quiet before the 14th but now that it hasn’t happened they are gleefully having a laugh at it. In so doing revealing that they knew all the in-s and out-s all along but were just keeping silent. And now that they feel safe to poke fun they are telling it all. Which is both typical and quite useful. I suspect we do far better for ourselves if we hold on to the idea of a lightship lightly. If we accept that it may come but that we are neither its victim nor is it our savior.
And so with that in mind I’d like to move myself to a position of what I can take from all of this that is positive and light-filled and beautiful. And this is what I get. If we forget the lightship itself for a second… if we forget this ostensible being of light that was going to appear in our heavens… then what do we have? We have us humans here on earth that found a reason to pull together, to create dreams and visions of a more beautiful world. We formed instant communities, we joined forums and had discussions. We made new friendships. We looked at each other with new eyes. We truly began to create something beautiful. And now that the Lightship has not arrived on the date we expected, we are ready to throw all of that over-board. Which seems wrong to me. And so I am now undertaking to do life a little differently. And I’m hoping some of you will come with me on this journey.
I am undertaking not to be a victim of anyone else ever again. I am undertaking not to expect anyone ever again to save me from the life I have chosen and created. From now on I am going to take absolute responsibility for my life, my choices and my experiences. I am going to strive to create reasons to bring people together and to form communities with people that wish, as I do, for a better world. For a world in which people are motivated by love. I guess I’m saying here that I am now giving notice that I myself intend to be my own Lightship. I’m going to give a lot of thought to exactly what the Lightship would have meant to me… why exactly I wanted it so badly.. and I am going to then work to give those things to myself. Because clearly I feel them lacking in myself. And if I am the creator of my own reality as I believe I am then I should fill those areas in my life that are lacking. And of course by having a community of like minded and mutually supportive souls this will become easier and easier. So then we together can become each others light ship. So here is my appeal to you. Lets do this. Let’s join together let us be the lightship we really wanted.
And so when it arrives we’ll say “hello brother, hello sister, what took you so long? We’re cool down here”




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