Zingdad, beautifully put.
Lovely heartfelt sentiments, All.
I am finding that words are difficult and inadequate. What I feel is something new, like a different recipe of emotions. Love, hope, confusion, faith, doubt, humility, disappointment. There are more, I'm sure, for it is a large mix. It's an acquired, almost exotic taste!
But notice, there is no anger, no hate, no blame. Indeed, there is happiness and joy! I haven't see a lightship (yet), but I have seen the light - here, in this forum, in each of you.
This experience has opened something wonderful within me that remains open! I get the image of the Grinch when his heart grows to three times its size. That's close to how I feel. May it last forever!
Namaste',
Gaian