Thanks, echo, for reading and asking 😀 With love, I offer my thoughts.
I find, as I write, that my life demonstrates the energies in the messages that come through me. (not always such an easy thing to stay on your feet with!) With this one, I am feeling as if I have somewhat gotten off of the roller coaster ride of expectation and disappointment, of excitement and despair. What I’ve noticed is calm where I should “expect” to be seeing myself all excited and jumping around… but I’m just… calm. And to me, now, that is the difference between hoping/believing and knowing. I know something is about to shift in a way and on a scale we can’t even begin to expect. I don’t know the details–though I can sketch out what I suppose–but in truth I can’t say with definitiveness what exactly we will be presented with in exactly what package and at exactly what time and place and manner (as I guess we’re all aflutter about the much-talked-about visitation I focus on that, but I also must say it was much in the forefront of the message as I received it). But I know a bit something is happening, and in knowing and knowing that I know (rather than believing I’m right about what I believe) I find I don’t really have any expectations at all about this, either for good or for ill. I have beliefs about the details, but I feel a lot more secure in knowing my place and purpose in my reality in regard to the change that’s about to come. This is bigger than a visit from a starship; that is the first gigantic step. It’s the transformation from human beings on a planet to humans being from a planet (as in, “I’m from Earth, what planet are you from?”), a completely new understanding of who and what we are.
So. As to the loudness thing… There are always layers in my stuff, hee hee 😆 You can see loudness in the way TPTB carry on to distract people from what’s happening to human consciousness across the globe. You can see loudness in the buzz on the web about imminent first contact being on what date and well, what if they’re wrong? If you can see “loudness” as “big waves of vibration”, disturbances to your equilibrium, then you can also see loudness happening in the world immediately around you. Not that there’s a big boom or crash or anything like that, but have you ever found yourself in the midst of change and rather than being knocked over by it, you just discover that you’ve gone through it? Like all of a sudden you see yourself and your life differently, even if just slightly? To me, the immediate response for finding myself in that position is gratitude! 😮 😆 If you can ride the waveform of what comes to you through your life, you can have the quiet zen calm of surfing. Out in the ocean (consciousness) away from the crashing shore (awareness of your self with a small “s”), just you on your surfboard feeling the wave go through your body, your beingness. A big wave comes toward you, and you can hear it with your senses, you can feel it, you don’t expect to do anything but you follow your intuition and your knowingness and you ride that wave. If you fall, it’s not so quiet, but if you know you can ride it, it’s like a whisper.
The message also has to do with how you choose to place yourself in relationship to your reality and with the matrix of consciousness. We’re too clever to place ourselves in a position of doom and think we’ll trick reality into surprising us with something wonderful, and we are too powerful as healers of ourselves to really buy into pretending to be joyful and expecting God to trick us with something nasty, or sabotaging ourselves, which is the same thing. I am guilty of having entertained that same fear you share, echo… that I have put my heart out and the rug gets pulled out from under me. That has proven to be a great point of healing for me over the years… I guess it’s a universal kind of fear, so the more of us that reach the point of trust that we recognize it as a belief and not an absolute truth, the easier it will be for everyone who remains trapped in that belief, thinking it is truth, to know otherwise.
So, what to do… Well, what do you know? What do you know that you really know in your bones and isn’t your mind saying it’s so? Even if it’s something small, own it as a knowingness, and let that be a seed. So of course make sure it’s nice and loving 😀 and let that knowing blossom and expand without pushing it in any direction through expectation. Allow knowingness to unfold naturally. If you can’t zero in on something right off, then start with an intention… “I intend to know that my beingness is part of an ultimately loving and life-affirming universe” or something along those lines. Set an intention to know what you need to know. Get expectation out of the way. Then, when life surprises you with something in response to your intention (to which, if you’re clever, you can always add “…and this knowingness comes to me in the most delightful, joyful, fun ways.” 😉 ), you will be free from anything (beliefs) that would anchor you to highs or lows and you, my dear friend, can remain a bit more steady as the “loud” waves of change come your way.
Not being one for loud proclamations myself, I’m finding peace in doing my work and making a bit of time to sit on the porch with a cup of tea, keeping an eye toward the sky… waiting, not expecting.
Be bold and be brave, my friend, and know that every possibility is open to your choice.
