Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[julie]

Dear David and Divine Ones:
I have been reading and re-reading the segments on love…I am sorry it has taken me so long to write what I have been thinking… I hope it is o.k. that I ask a lot of questions…
I feel like I understand the love you speak of…I feel it at times (or do i?). There is this easy connection and great love and gratitude for everything and everyone…like pure love…perfect and wonderful just the way it is. These are the times I feel most full, most like the me inside of me. But then I feel like I slip down the rabbit hole and am plunged into a deep well..confused and stuck I can’t figure out how to get back to where I was or how or why I slipped and fell so far. And then I am stuck and caught up in the regular world and no matter how hard I try, I can not get back to where I was. Why does this happen? Is this love that I feel a glimpse of the love you speak of? Why, if I know where I want to be can I not find my way back there? How do I find my way?
I have read that you can not truly love others if you do not truly love yourself. Is this true? I have struggled for very long with self-love, but I find that I have a great love for other people, animals, earth. Is this possible? I just really like people (and animals, and plants, that asphalt over there is also pretty nice..) Even when I try not to love them them, the loves leaks out from the bottom of my foot and drips a trail all the way back to them. Why can I not love myself so much but have a deep love for everyone else? Maybe the love I feel for others is not a good love, maybe there is selfishness or neediness??? I read once that you must be able to detach from your loved ones in order to be able to reach that state of pure love…I guess being able to love everyone equally. I have trouble detaching from the blind man who plays the accordion on the subway, let alone my own children. Is this detachment really something that needs to be achieved in order to reach that place of love?
And speaking of attachment…when we ascend (and if I am allowed and ready to ascend) do we ascend with our children…do we all go our separate ways? Will my little ones be able to go together If I am not able to go with them?
Thank you, David and Divine Ones for all your guidance.
(Thank you, Joanie Bobonie for all of your work)!
Much Love,
Julisa