Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[julie]

Dear John,
Thank you for your support, words and advice! They gave me a wonderful visual that I see and use easily, thank you! Thank you also for the kind words to my sister and for the thoughts you send her.
Love to you and yours,
Julie

Hello David, Mary, Mother of God, Mary, Queen of Love and the loving troop of Divine beings who are here with so much support and guidance!
Thank you for blessing me with your wisdom and words. Thank you for you love and support for my sister as well. I am so happy she is here and now knows you are here with her as well.

I have started the homeopathic seratonin and am happy to focus now on healing myself and resting and think happily of the time when I might be able to help heal others (not sure if this is my purpose, but I would like it to be). I was wondering…why is it my job to be with Lainy?

May I ask, David, why do you say : “No people see horror in the way we say you experienced it.”? Why did I experience it that way? Was that part of my plan? Did I want to grow in such a way that I placed many horrors in my path? I see you say you removed the horrors. Thank you!
Yes, the idea of teaching children is very pleasurable to me. I enjoy teaching. I wish I could remember…is there a way I can remember? Why is the veil so low over my eyes? Can I move it up a bit? To teach about Love, ah that is magnificent. Love makes the world go round…Love heals all wounds…A child can soar to sights unknown as long as they have love….Love is the always the answer. 😀

Beloved Mary, thank you for your guidance. You say that I “need slow to repeat all that happened in past lives so You heal”. How do I repeat all that happened? Through sessions? Is this something I will be able to see/hear once I have healed myself a bit more? Should I do this through meditation? I love the saying you told me. Thank you. I think of golden, glittery hotpants and it makes me smile..

I was going to ask about Lama Rinpoche’s statement: “The purpose of my having been born human is to eliminate the suffering of other sentient beings and to bring them happiness. The purpose of my human life is to serve others, to use myself for others….” because it is exactly how I feel about myself/my life and it truly resonates with me. But, I think I just realized something…It seems like it is very easy for me to give others what they need…time, love, efforts, energy. But, not so easy for me to know when to stop/reserve some for myself in order to take care of myself. Its not that I don’t want to think of myself, I just forget, I love them so much and want to help so badly that I just don’t think of myself much until later. Maybe this my pattern?….something happens, someone needs help and I give everything I have. But I just noticed, that as soon as they are o.k., then I am worn out or sick. I guess it is not so much what I give, but the fact that I do not yet know how/when to replenish. Do I understand correctly that until I learn how to take care of myself and fill myself up with love and light, I can not serve God, the world the way I want to? To really help others, I must be full… of love and light and strength. There is a flow that I guess I have not been using…I think I give what I have and then look to take care of myself once I am already sick. Maybe once I heal and open myself freely to the light/love I am given and the light/love I have inside, then I will be full and able to give freely and completely without hurting myself. Is this right? I feel like something “clicked”, so I hope this is at least somewhere on the path. “May the divine energy flow through me and heal us all for our highest and best”. Yes?? If yes, then how? 😉

I am so, so grateful to Joanie. I know she knows I love her very much as well. We consider her part of our family and not only my heart is wide open to her and Michael, But my little Earthly home as well!

I look forward to meeting the fairies you spoke of and us all sitting down to a cookie buffet! 😆

There is so much more that I wanted to say, but I think this is enough for now. I will try and write again soon.

Thank you, David, Mother Mary, and Mary Magdalena my heart sings when I read your words. I love you very much and am so very happy (and thrilled!!!) to have you in my life. Until next time…..
All my love,
Julisa