I am so sorry that I cannot comment on each person here but I get more out of reading what you have to say and appreciate each person’s honesty as truth say’s it all! I wonder about many things and look forward to the future like a puzzle to be solved luring me inand exciting me at the same time. I am so glad to hear people who think as I do and who have similar problems leading them to wonder about the direction’s they take ; As I do the same! It’s strange but the older you get the more question’s you have and the realization that the hunt is a big part of the game! The answer can only be found in the end and who know’s how that may be 😉 . I follow the words of those I trust such as Joanie and realize that all of us are human at this point and as such are likely to err in some things; but unless you get out there and try you will never find the truth! I will ask no question’s this time as there are many on the slate to be considered and I am so glad to see others in the bullring, not frightened to ask and put themselves out there to be heard! So many people with similar questions but afraid to ask! I feel I am among kinship here! Love You All ….John 🙂