Welcome… from one weirdo to another!
Your story is similar to mine… being confused by religion. I think it was confusing because much resonated… and so much of it created to control did not. I realize now, that in the tapestry of religion there are many threads of truth, woven deeply into the lies… One must feel with their heart, what is really Truth… and even then the realization comes where we realize that there is no Truth but that we are Conscious of being Conscious… everything else is what it is… and there are 7 billion perspectives on what IS> 🙂
So please, share, post, talk be in-depth and wordy!!
I also know what it is like to feel alone in my understandings… that’s why I created the site, so we could all be weird together, because the ones that think we are weird one day, will be thanking us for leading the way another day.
As far as reincarnational history… this is a sticky widget, the more I learn about myself, the more I realize that there is no such thing as clarity when it comes to this. We are all intricately intertwined, energetically as much as we are physically. That’s why there can be multiple Cleopatras.. because if you really consider this… there should be actually thousands who lived that life… but what do I know… again, it is what it is and I wish to remain open to what my mind can later fathom as it grows in awareness and capacity for comprehension… right now, I don’t get it! So I will wait until more info before I decide to have a belief about it. Hope that makes sense… after having said that, it’s really fun and an adventure to delve into past lives. The best unbiased way I found was to self hypnotise, or to do a guided meditation where you are led on a visual meditational journey through your own history. A lot can come out of that.
Thanks for stopping by and I hope you’ll share some more with us!
With love,
Shylo