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August 16, 2010 at 2:53 am #7195AnonymousMember
It’s rare that you find a place where people truly want to hear about you and unbiasedly hear your words about your belief system. So you might find this a bit in-depth or wordy, but deal with it. 😉
That being said, most of my life was spend being brain washed with in the baptist church, southern baptist to be precise. Not going into so much detail I was forced to be apart of every church activity up until I was 18, safe to say that I continued this religious practice up until my mid 20’s. But looking bAck on all that time spent i did have receive great virtues on how we should behave, but sadly what the church preaches and what it does, are two different things and perplexes the hell out of me. So I quit believing in and spent the next several years being lost in translation. Lost in the ever present grind of false promises and hopeless existence. So for the past few months i have been trying to decipher truth from bastardized truth, and today my search led me here. So here I am, I don’t know much about this life style or belief system but my whole life I have always felt in touch with people. I have always been very good at reading people and been a very giving person.
The last few month I have spent in a new town and it has afforded me ample time to search with in myself and the only feeling thus far that I have been able to render understanding of is connectivity. That being that connection is truly the mechanism which brings us joy, it’s connection that brings us closer to intelligence and it’s just more than human to human connection, that everything has a systematic connection. everyone i tell thinks I am nuts for this so it’s been a lonely revelation. From what I understand this theory falls into most of y’alls belief system so any enlightenment you can throw my way would be beneficial and appreciated.
Don’t know if this means anything but I have very frequent bouts of Deja vu, been that way my whole life.
As far as hobbies, i enjoy reading, I try to write, songwriting, playing guitar and been spending a great deal of time lately in the path or rediscovery. Oh Yeah and I hike.
Also I am in the infancy of my reincarnational history so some direction would be helpful. I am tired of feeling alone and lied to about who we are, thanks for reading and best regards.October 12, 2010 at 7:11 pm #13137ShyloLoveKeymaster
Welcome… from one weirdo to another!
Your story is similar to mine… being confused by religion. I think it was confusing because much resonated… and so much of it created to control did not. I realize now, that in the tapestry of religion there are many threads of truth, woven deeply into the lies… One must feel with their heart, what is really Truth… and even then the realization comes where we realize that there is no Truth but that we are Conscious of being Conscious… everything else is what it is… and there are 7 billion perspectives on what IS> 🙂
So please, share, post, talk be in-depth and wordy!!
I also know what it is like to feel alone in my understandings… that’s why I created the site, so we could all be weird together, because the ones that think we are weird one day, will be thanking us for leading the way another day.
As far as reincarnational history… this is a sticky widget, the more I learn about myself, the more I realize that there is no such thing as clarity when it comes to this. We are all intricately intertwined, energetically as much as we are physically. That’s why there can be multiple Cleopatras.. because if you really consider this… there should be actually thousands who lived that life… but what do I know… again, it is what it is and I wish to remain open to what my mind can later fathom as it grows in awareness and capacity for comprehension… right now, I don’t get it! So I will wait until more info before I decide to have a belief about it. Hope that makes sense… after having said that, it’s really fun and an adventure to delve into past lives. The best unbiased way I found was to self hypnotise, or to do a guided meditation where you are led on a visual meditational journey through your own history. A lot can come out of that.
Thanks for stopping by and I hope you’ll share some more with us!
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