Again I feel I must reply sooner then later. Until now I never realized a grown man could throw a tantrum and I ask for your forgiveness! You are right I have a lot of anger in me and I should not be taking it on you or anyone else for that matter. I do not understand nor do I have a part in ugliness of the world yet I can throw a silly tantrum and hurt those that I thought I would never hurt. I went back and read my post and figured I was in a stupor and someone took over my hand! You are not here to listen to silly tirades of a human gone wild but to give information and guide people with a kind and gentle hand. I hope you will still want to talk with me as you all have so much wisdom and I feel blessed to be able to speak with you! I hope this doesnt blacken my soul any more then it is, as I want to learn all I can before I go home; that is what I am here for! I hope Joanie is not angry at me for abusing this privledge. I will not do that again. If you let it this world can make you a bitter angry person; I hope I have stopped that. With deep respect please continue on what you do!
