Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[Joanie]

@Erik:

We see you are able to take time to think more, for you found you had gone to a place that wasn’t your place of comfort. You returned to say the words put eloquently on paper (computer) for us to visit, address, contemplate, learn how you think.

Please be gentle with yourself. You have a lot of cruel thoughts with the way you are living. We mean you take accomplished acts, then move to a place that warns us you can take back what you say, do, think. We see you mock the way you are when you finish something. If you have completed it, it is done. The worst is over. Over. Take the way we see it: See the end and complete it by wishing Love and LIght on it. Instead of mocking an ending that could appear dreary, wrong, lifeless, you can end it. Just do this. See if the end of a chapter will help free you. You are able to work with deities, as we are such. So, take the Ones Who Live Like Kings, listen to heart what we say. You are here. We love you and wish you Love from most High. This means the person, Erik, is able to take words, move around thoughts, wish and create, do what is normal and true for Erik, complete the program by loving his own being. Love you. This is the step we say comes above all else. You are a person who takes the whip, charges and strikes when the going is good. When not good, you go and hit the person — you. It is well and good if you like to pain the one who hurt you, no? We believe you are taking the sting out by stinging others. The loves lost are here to love those who love your self when you hurt them. The loves who are here and gone are those who took your heart, yet you sat, waited till Love was announced and discarded moments later.

It is Love that is your point of reference. We like this. This is important. Reference: Love. See the goal? “To find one who is there, able to love in return.” Be strong, true, able, take charge. All of the above. We believe you are able to see/confront Love. It is a task for you. You have outbursts regarding it. So, have a good ol’ shakeup rant, why don’t you? You’ll find good help if you did this for yourself.

We see this confuses you. How about we say this? If Love hurt, then Love is bad? If Love was there to ruin all, was Love Love? Is the Love you wish there? Is Love real? Is the Love that we feel the Love you want? Who told the one man that can climb high to the top of Everest that there was God? Love? What came first? Love? God? Were you the one who took Love down, came up, swallowed whole truths, swept the anger under the rug till the left hand and the right were not in sync?

We ask if you know if the Love you seek is true to Erik. “Composite” is the word to describe a blend. The blend I wish to say you make is that of Lovelustwickedsexmasterfulmadnessgeneroushelpingsofmessedupthoughtswithadashoffun. The Composite Love you mix is too wound up to be seen clearly, felt in the heart, or shaken to death for the coroner to examine. The one thing you do is mix thoughts and feelings about Love. We’ll help, OK?

Take Love. Place Love in your heart. Feel glowing, radiating pulsing. Red, green, yellow. The colors flow. We see your heart full. It fills and radiates Love. Warm. Mushy.
The man here (Erik) is able to feel Love. It is good. He is able. We wish his feeling Love. Now, take the scorn you’ve put on your self and remove it. Take labels off Erik. Remove shots you’ve made towards Erik. Even strip yourself of stories of yore with respect to loss of Love. Down to nothing. We mean every sad tear. All woes. Gone. OK?

Now, we wish peace in your heart, mind, soul. Clear it — the spirit-space — so new thoughts, feelings enter. We know you can. If new is in, old out, there’s more chance you’ll find happiness. This is so.

You see, we can believe this is possible better than you might imagine the possibility. The one who can move mountains sits here reading words of your friends — The Ones Who Love You, Cherish And Build You If You Are Stuck.

The person we believe can do the work needed to open his heart is you, Erik. A heart broken is one that is tired, restless, sad. The heart of a beating man can learn tricks at an old age. (smiles) It is truth we see in the way of life. So, can you take clear and direct communication (“You’re not so clear and direct,” as Joanie mumbled) and work with us?

Our Job Is To Make You Count Backwards, Walking Tightropes, Jumping Hoops, All The While Singing Hymns And Promising Not To Write Here Again (laughter) (hugs to you)

Love, The (Divine) Ones, Joanie and David, The Altar Boys – John, Stefanie, Abe, And The Others Who Sit, Watch, Listen, Learn With Erik