Oh Julie, you are NOT crazy! Many of us suffer from feeling not good enough every day. And many women, especially those who devote our lives to serving the men and/or children in our lives, who give so much and get so little, that we lose our selves after a time. I say take care of YOU too. Now that my kids are older that is what I am starting to do. But I work a full time job and parenting at night I am too tired and busy to do much, though I know I can do more. You do the same. Let your children learn from you how to make a happy life by being a happy example. You are perfect just as you are. Be who you want to be. David will tell you how much you are loved, just as you are, in heaven too. Be who you are. Ask for help if needed. Keep on growing… 🙂