Day’s turn into hours,hours turn into minutes, minutes into seconds and then it all starts over again. Time is an illusion; yesterday I was 20 and today I’m 63 ,tomoro I’m 12. The only time that matters is the moment your in! I used to try and understand what pain was all about; I dont mean a cut finger or a broken arm ,I mean the pain that never leave’s you ;it follows you thru life torturing you at every chance makeing you wish it were all over. You try to do everything right but like any human you make your mistakes ,hurt people along the way until you realize there’s more to whats going on and you start searching!
There comes a time in your life when you feel you know the reasons for what is going on, why you are here and what you need to do to make it all right! But you say, did this all really happen or is it a bad dream as time seems to wrap itself up in knots and you get lost inbetween the facts and the fiction of it all.
I am coming to end of my life and rightfully look forward to it and I hope I have found my way home. I dream of home a place where everything and everyone live in harmony and all is just right! I’ve tried hard (my mom used to say if you have to try you are wasting your time 🙂 ) to make the right moves ;not for rewards but just to do what is right!
So I look forward to assension as I would look forward to passing my grade 12……something I have earned and I hope I have earned it because beleive me I am really tired of being here so I hope it happens soon as my paitience wheres thin. This is a tuff school! Thanks David and Buddies and many thanks to Joanie for her tireless work. 😉
