Oh You Guy’s never cease to amaze me . Your answers to my blabbering are always right on. I dont want to be a pain in the butt so to speak but you answer so many of my questions with eligence and honest and truth. My Mind is my Best Friend because it is me and with my mind “enquireing minds wish to know”. The reason I feel I want to know so much is that I want to be a part of it…..I feel I have something to offer but its looking more and more that that will happen from the otherside as I am fast running out of time here;which is allright with me as I’m very tired.
Being on this side of the vail was a choice for a reason that is not clear to me but that is the way it is supposed to be at the moment so that I respond to situations in clear and new manner; Probably to test me as a being but surely to make me think and grow at the rate I am supposed to. So when you tell me how easy it is to direct my life I think that has already been decided and that I now must follow the trail of crumbs or I would truly get lost…..But that doesnt mean that along the way I cannot look in different directions or ask questions but I do believe that at my state of development me controlling things is not in the cards. We are all here at differnet levels of developement so I will wait my turn but I will continue to question and search for answers. I an open minded way of course. Thanks for putting up with me and answering my questions and thanks to Joanie for all her help. You guys are great.
John in Limbo
