David
You are correct of course when you say I am not fearing all the time. But at the moment when I wrote this I was feeling stuck in quicksand. But I am strong and I have many moments, some frantically busy, others excruciatingly boring, still others marvelous and wonderful. The ability to have all of these many moments make me feel very lucky.
I am working on my own story, my own happiness, and especially my relationship with my life partmner. And I will do as you say and pray for (and envision) a miracle. Thank you for hope.
You say Julie’s children are Crystal. I dont know much about these things, what are MY children? And where have we been before? I have one sweet angel who I thank God for every day. And another who torments me at every turn. I don’t know what I am learning from her but it is a difficult lesson. And my stepson who is not my blood but I have raised for the last 16 of his 20 years. But you already know all this…
I would love to hear how to keep my angel angelic, how to turn around my demanding one and how to best nurture and love and teach them all.
Thank you for your words of wisdom. Thank you for Julies kind words too, I think we have a lot in common, and thank you for your unwavering truth.
Love
Denise
