Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[Bigfeet E]

Good to be back Joanie, i did check in from time to time but wasn’t really in a speechfull mood.
Someone once tought me it is better to speak when one has something meaningfull to say, then to chatter a lot without pause. It seems David does the same . 😎
I find that suits me well, and often my environment see it as an asocial aspect of me, but that is a bit to swim against the stream of banality that usually rules.
It can seem somewhat provocative in ears at first & i trie to give it the tonation the situation deserves imo. Using many ways, seriously, clowny theatrical, gently, fiercely, etc …, just hoping i’m heard.
Guess we all do that in our own way, don’t we. Anyway, it makes listening just as valueble as speaking and that gives room for beautifull conversation and information.
By the way, so nice that you put some questions and views of your own in once & a while. As does David refers to you what’s going tru you along your writingmarathons sometimes.
Just gives a way to get to know a bit more about you aswell, and we all like that offcourse. ^^

Hello David & ‘Family’ ,
Glad to see i got your interest tickled, i can only hope it did for some more aswell.
Ok, hands shakes & in sparringposition 😆 , now you ask me quizingly

“Is spontaneous one way to get a girl, or is it a way to be part of a journey without a girl, but closer to one?” Does this confuse? If so, I will reframe the question. If you wish spontaneity, will you try this, or is it hard to do? If you want this, is it instinct that prevents you from moving ahead? If you are “instinct stuck,” do you find ways to get out of, or remove yourself from feelings of this kind?

Well, the biggest point i had trouble to feel/understand was how to connect one with the other whilst honoring the way in a manner of beauty, serenity, etc.

First i needed to know, explore my unease, with feeling itself. Needed to look how to get free out unability physicly, emotionaly, mentally, spiritually cuz it was all so torn up i was more robotic then alive, even from birth on.
Long story short, i searched anyware i could whilst growing up in a serious dislocated family, i felt always i had a disadvantage of unbalance either consiously or unconsiously. Bit hard to discribe actually. A bit more then instinct stuck i believe. So it took me a long while to the point where i am now, and still i’ve not grown that much imo that i would like have to. Now i’m not the one to whine about the past. Think there’s bagage from previous lives involved aswell.

So the best way i can deal with the instinct stuck part is to just focus on the spontaneity. I’m not the hunter, the elbowbudger, the seducer, the alpha when it comes to ‘getting’ a girl.
I need to keep it on a brother/sister energy level, to have it on an eye to eye hight with mutual respect & friendly love. Always dreamed it had to be so profound/sacredlike i could not stand for my own instinctlike urge but only in private fantasyworld trying to fill emptyness. Once back reverted to spontain safehaven, i wouldn’t feel no desire anymore, hence no intemate pleasure, no sexual excitement, banned from consious existance.

Today the choice is getting by with what the muze of the day brings, with as little of dreams as possible conserning romantic involvement.
I’m still the heremit i used to be, but with more consious focus on being spontaneous as possible. Probably not there yet but I rest at the tree of contentment with whatever i can .
It was foretold, written in the stars (astrology) that it would be difficult & so it was.

I think Lord Krishna was probably a happier man … 😆

May i thank you for the advise that you gave, with the roses & all .
I’ll just take the blossoms iff you will, there quit some nasty stingers down below. “ahhh” … i mean “ouch”.

Interesting explaination again regarding spirit, yet not fully comprehended.
The question was rather ment how one soul becomes as indivual (in-divide-dual) within the spiritrealm as before it has ever ex-perienced in a birth/life, as it is & always was one with One (God/Godess-Creator,…)
Is this the ‘splitting’ aswell ?

And might i ask if anything more may be said about the energetic roles of Lords & Lady’s

Jesus, Mary Magdalene, Mother Mary; Angels Michael, Samuel, Auriel, Gabriel, Raphael, Ezekiel, Shmuel

I’m afraid i know to little there i’m not so familiar with the christian bible, just bits & pieces.
My lecture has bin more focused on other cultures and Sahaja Yogateachings (wich where lord Jesus is well documented), extraterrestial …

Must go to bed now, early morning.
My gratest sympathies & goodnight.

Bigfeet. 🙂