Dear John,
thank you so much for your posts. I always learn so much from both you and the answers you receive. I just wanted to let you know that you are not alone in your struggles.
xo,
Julie
I see my sister is here. Yay!! I am so, so glad. She is pretty wonderful.
O.K., so like John said before…Where do we start? There is so much to talk about! If it is o.k., I guess I’ll start with my post and work my way forward until the littles call for me.
You say “If you muster up courage, you’ll see you, as a child in many lifetimes, had horror.” I can’t see it, but I feel, yes…that seems right. Do I need to see each thing that happened? Is it important for me to go through all the horrors in order to understand myself and my path better? If so, how can I do this? I have the courage, I just don’t know how to “see” it on my own. I do work with Joanie on it when I get to see her, I just wonder if I can work on it on my own some.
I think I understand what you say about the children. That I had these certain things happen to me and so therefore I don’t want those things to happen to them. Yes, that is very true. But, I see. You are saying that the children have chosen these things to happen in order for them to grow. Just as I chose for certain things to happen in order to grow and learn.
You are right. My body is fidgety, my mind races when I do not want it to.
Thank you. I do not notice my self-deprication. I do not mean to be.
The dwelling, yes. I will keep my thoughts in check. I see what you mean about changing my thoughts about my dad. Put the good out into the universe, not the worry. Is this right? I make my reality.
Ha, ha. You know me well. I was not at all happy about the talks of medicine.
Thank you, Joanie. xoxoxox
Much love and gratitude.
Love,
Julisa
