Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[Anonymous]

Dear Jesus, Mother Mary, Archangels

Thank you so much for your guidance. I love Joanie “Mary Jo” she is beyond amazing!!! Thank you for joining us I am honored!

I have a question that I wish you clarify for me and others…

If everything is divinely guided and we choose our paths before coming in, there is none to save. There is maybe even no purpose, no difference to make???
Because everything is in divine order. The child you know of who I speak it hurts me to see him as he is and yet it is his choice. If I take away his pain he
doesn’t grow….who am I to transmute for it is in our complete breakdown do we emerge….that we breakthrough.

And yet how can I see someone suffer and not want to heal them it is cruel. Why am i with him it must be for a reason? How can i lighten his burden? Do I just pray for him to be strong? For him to love in the face of adversity? In this space I feel very far from compassion. To just say you choose this I will let you breakthrough or choose not to breakthrough. It doesn’t feel like your way.
With this perspective I am left feeling lighter, with less responsibility and yet sadder that I have no purpose.

I wish to love like you do Jesus. Can you give me direction? How can we bring love, peace and light to this world without “saving” without judging, with allowing others to be as they are loving them
accepting them? Maybe its an old “church” belief I need to shed….because if i only focus on myself and raise my own vibration, transmute, transcend I feel I’m not doing enough.

What is the balance? Are we to only spread the message through who we’re “BEING”. Just have fun, love and laugh and others will join in? Not make all this so heavy??

I wish to talk to you myself I wish to feel your presence to see you….is it fear that keeps me from that connection? Is it not my purpose? Am i to know faith and practice it?

I don’t feel as though I’m illuminating a path for others, I don’t feel as if I am spreading your word. I want desperately heaven on earth I want everyone to love again and not to feel pain.
And yet I know it’s all a game we play, all illusion and when I say that I step out of my feelings, my heart my essence. As if I have to relearn feeling because it’s hard for me not to go to
really deep, as if i need to feel to know I am alive.

Thank you soo much for your boundless devotion to our expansion and growth!!
I love you!!!
Loves Dove