Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[Bigfeet E]

Hard day ; tough week ; testing times … these ‘hollidays/holy days/days that imply wholeness’ in my line of survivalduty. (work)
What in fact states as free time/spiritual freedom measured in timelength has become nothing but exploitation of commercial greed.
So in these times energy is drained to limits, and today it resulted into a clash and outspoken mutiny.
Told my ‘boss’ he should speak for himself, instead of his intent otherwise, exclamating again i’m not of the blindfull breed.

I love the man, never had such a considerable one before, but sometimes still bends to much to his masters rule.
He’s kind & thoughtfull, and i thank him being most constructive in many ways.
But wishes not to create to large of waves towards superiors, so we get to be overpacked like a mule.
And thus trust in the man gets broken when minor issues get blown out of proportion, and these become darker days.

And as i’m thinking to add to this theme, a buddy sends me this great speech of a beautifull man.
It says it all, that what lives & thrives me to hold in my banner.
Late soul of Chaplin says it so much better then i can.
Just incredible synchronicity in this moment and spoken in artfull manner.

[youtube:351x5fgx]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QcvjoWOwnn4[/youtube:351x5fgx]

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Hi there dear Joanie, David & all Lords & Lady’s of One,

I feel like bringing my gratitude again for the words that have bin given.
Must have read it like 20 times or so to let it really sink in , probably wil do it some more. 😆

You spoke to me of the Akashic Records.
Had heard these terms more in the past and had a notion in what these could hold, yet seem an unreachable mystery at this time.
I understand one needs good skill to actually interpret what is recorded. Not to mention access aswell.
Still need to do more research on that … homework (scratching my head staring in emptyness)

You say i have wrote for you (plural) several times, i assume this was during previous lifetimes ?
But i get the message you wanted to lay out , as in as long it serves a way to help someone to help themselves to find/shift their truth.

@J/D wrote:

You discuss much regarding nerves. Is it possible the system is wired where you anxiously experience many things? Do you think the women feeling is about nervous system issues? If so, this explains lots. OK. So, nervous and anxious, yet wanting Love. It is here we say you drew a plan for this and now you live this plan. You said, “I wish Love and will learn about this with terror in my heart.” We suggested alternative methods before you arrived in this lifetime. You said, “I am strong-willed. I’ll take this journey.” and you left, were born, grew to now where you feel scared and want Love.

This is interesting !
A clue to old questions that have to do with the Why i am to be as i am, and to Who i am at the same time.
I used to seek the source of my difficulties towards the past and even previous lives in how karma played its role that brought me to were is in the Now.
The whole birthing situation, the unbalance that i was born with, the whole ’cause & effect’ game.
I understand that karmic always play out in current lifecycles & hold the key to the energetic pattern that needs to be worked on.
But it never answered any pre-birth reasons. So i’m glad you wanted to share this with me to add a piece of the puzzle.
Still kinda points me to a personal lesson/mission into why i made that choice.

@J/D wrote:

So, I commend you and trust you understand how you fineigled this. (smile)

Ok, i had to look that word up in the dictionary. English is not my native tong, so i have to do that many times haha.
You point me to the law of Murphy, at least its what i got out of it, so i’m thinking it all comes back to balance, selfcontrole, growth oppertunity.
Taking hold of my own faith, responseability in dealing with opposits/duality & find my way back to unbalanced proporties.

@J/D wrote:

OK. The word “potential material” is on the table. Please answer this: What are you referring to? Also, if the balance in life involves another, how do you balance without another? We may misunderstand, therefore, please clarify your intended words about counterparts, balance, shifting past, present, future till you’re OK and able to function well. Thank you.

The point i was referring to was that i deem myself not to be romantic material as it is . My life thusfar has bin focused on balancing male & female energy without another, as life has guided me to do so.
It is the search again to resolve chain of interacting cause & effect on physical unbalance that plays on the emotional and mental and spiritual level. I mean that it seems rather unresolvable to hold a balancepoint in where all can be cooparative and … straigtened out. (so hard to explain in words) This has me running in circles and the best way i can approach this point is when i seclude myself. But even then i can not hold it in that point.
This has me working so that i feel unable to be worthy partner, with the questions of past and unfruitfull visions for potential future leading in a unwary present.

What i meant with -‘Belief can come a long way, yet only if one is grounded enough to have a compare counter balance aspect.’- is that projections do not nescesarely manifest when you can not manifest it in yrself.
At a certain point you just give up on the belief all together , cuz they don’t seem to lead to a positive manifestation, to be retrieved later on when certain balance is found again, to be lost in another failsituation.
And thats how i bump from ‘picket to picket’.

Did this make any sence ? 😆

@J/D wrote:

Ascension is not a reward. It is a choice. You choose whether Ascension is what you want when the Light shaft comes in in 12/21/12. If you wish this, fine. If not, fine. We have no expectations. If a person is ready to live without fear, and they want free will, always, to be on their side, exuse the crudeness, but, “Shit! Enter, and the time of your Life is Now!!!” (laughter and slapping David on the back)

😆
Love the way you put it, only hope i wont freak out . (as in back in haha)

@J/K wrote:

I write as a friend. We traveled as friends. We met, talked. You, wise one, are tremendous. You, now, unaware of this. So, I say you can think I may be correct. OK? This new document (of information) stuns. How do you like information you are wise? Yes. A person traveling for hundreds of thousands of lives. Earned knowledge each moment you breathed. I see you scared. I wish friendship. I, Lord Krishna, am unafraid and I hope you ask my assistance at any, all times, friend with feet too large. (smile) I wish you Love.

Wise ? hundreds of thousands of lives ? ( excuse me when my jaw drops to the floor)
I used to have a vision of working my way to become wise …
Thank you for the kind words and i hope to learn more about working Vishuddhi and the whole chakrasystem for that matter.
The reason i mentioned Your name in the first place was because referred You as a happier man, knowing of the perfect match with Shri Radha.
I thank Shri Mataji for her work here on earth & how i’ve came to learn about our divine system.
Yet i have to learn so much more as i could have. So best way i can in asking your assistance i use in meditation, wich is on a poor level these days.

Maybe i have a question for any One who feels like adressing it.
I have learned about Kundalini, the Holy Spirit , The Mother.
Can i regard Mother Mary as teaching in the same way?

And finally to a person who has’nt bin introduced : “Hello, I am Erik, with whom do i have the pleasure adressing to ?”
Please feel free to speak. 🙂

I must go to bed now and i’m sorry if i’ve bin vague in my english again.
Time to catch some sleep & my warmest greetz to you All .

Bigfeet. (who sometimes walks next to his shoes)