ThankYou David! I take to heart what you say and appreciate your input. I have been ill for many years and have had much time to do what you say. I’ve used passion ,force,begging,and anything I could think of and all in the deepest of senserity but I am still where I am. My conclusion is that this is what is meant to be and it will change when it is supposed to. In the mean time I do the best I can with what I have been given; I accept it and move on the best way I can.
I know I’ve said this before but if it wasnt for people like Zingdad and Joanie (and theres not many like them) with information I believe in I may have been a lost soul. I’m alway’s learning something new that solidifies my beliefs and that is what I hang on to now! I know my family is waiting for me and when I’ve finished my task here I’ll be welcomed home.