Denise, dear,
We see you are sad about the event that took place. We see sadness in your eyes. So, we go to you, saying, “What is troubling more? The woman and her plight, or your not having given money?” We see you sad as a boy would be sad when money took him to a playground and he lost it on the swings, riding very high.
So, how are you about poverty? We believe the woman who is Denise was poor many times and this set her off very much. Get in touch with the sad woman, forgive her, as well as those you imagine you blamed. Ask for (all) their forgiveness, and thank Lord, Creator, Source, Love, All That Is for this lesson.
Do you see sadness revealed as your story? It is old. Many live this way to reveal much about others so they can grow and learn. You are to see how many feel nothing when passing homeless on the subway, the street, in hotels. We caution you about smoking with them. (smile) Do not forsake your security by hamming it up with those (strangers) who beg. Some steal when they have found a friend such as you.
So, if money is that which you wish to give, please know they will use this for however they wish. Drugs, smokes, alcohol are usually bought. Comfort in the way of food, shelter, clothing are usually not considered.
Please know each soul chooses a life of poverty if they want feelings of deep pain, sorry, (self-)blame, pity. Numerous ways to get out, yet often they choose despair instead.
Lenten meat. You are a funny woman. I see you eating cow, giraffe, octopus — what meats (!) your fancy. You, dear, are observant when you wish. Chastise yourself if you like. We do not.
Love, David, the host; Joanie, and her pen, as well as computer; many Archangels: Uriel, especially, for he wants you to talk to people about justice; many beloved friends, neighbors who wish Peace to you when you sadly say you did wrong to yourself.
Love always your self, for you need support at sad times.