Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[Bigfeet E]

Hi again everyone,

Well it’s bin a while & that’s because the urge to speak has left me and i keep finding myself stuck in a no-man’s-land.
All i seem to do is work & flee in some videogames. I can not seem to get any motivation going & when i do it’s blocked.
But enough of that here.

That’s quit a surprise you revealed there David aka Yeshua (aka Sananda ?), but i do understand the motive very well.
I can tell you there’s no hard feelings from my side for that whatsoever, only surprise.
In fact it doesn’t really matter to me in the sence that i have no rememberance of knowing you before as in a 3D seperate way.
So David or Yeshua i approach in the same way i would approach any other for social interacting. Being me just sizing up an other as in any other encounter.
Ofcourse a bit different knowing that you are not under the same rules of earthly life, that made it somewhat easier for me to come out of my shell.

Judgement is such a hard way of interaction, of life. I see & feel it every day. Many times i get sucked in to it aswell if i don’t hold my guard up.
And , able to be my own worst enemy , i place judgement up on to myself aswell. Sometimes accurately, validly & sometimes not.

I know , i know, forgive myself & all that, but somehow it doesnt really invoke me feeling i stepped forward, just back where i started.
Can not discribe how frustrating this is, and keeps being. (sighs)

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Let me just throw in a question that has bin lying on the back of my mind.

My imagination or fantasy has brought me some … good positive feelings in the past, but it just feels as an unfinished wish that i never can seem to attract to materialize.
So that kept me flying about in the fantasyrealm for ages, repeatetivly … each time less vividly untill one sinks to bottom.
I keep wondering if or what if life in the higher realms is going to be in the same fashion ?

The feeling sticks with me that this is a misunderstanding & doesn’t make sence.
You have explained that there is no way you need to earn ascention, but yet it does in the sence one needs to be aware, as in fulfilment of one’s self, in order to raise vibration &
to be able to make a realised choise for the momentum to arise. At the moment i’m so not aligned in this line of sequence as i feel can not get my attention to that goal without fullfulling the Erikwish.
Distracted as i am , i strand on the crossroad yet there’s no tangible feel for roads to engage. The longer i stand the deeper it blurrs. Friggin indecivesisness sticks its head up again.

Another couple of questions that arose was concerning the lightbody.
Many ppl have had vivid out-of-body experiences, as in there astral travels. Yet some report still dualistic surroundings to be found.
Is this the realm of tresshold that needs to be travelled trough before ariving truely in higher realms, or is that a totally different matter ?

And secondly,
When one is able to consiously build their chi or energy high enough to encounter all kinds of new abilities etc. , can this be considdered as the lightbody present within the physical ?
So basicly i’m trying to identify the lightbody a bit as chi or astral or any combined sorts of names of bodies. Or is this going to be something never heard of entirely ?

My regards,
Bigfeet, phasing out.