Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[Bigfeet E]

… Back , hey how’s everyone today ? 🙂

Great to see you made progress there, John ! You discribe a wonderfull experience & it seems you learned a thing or two in directing your attention.
Trusting divine Mother & starting to utulize tools of the Wizard … and look how it unfolds in realisation. Just beautifull, m8 !

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Well Joanie, nice to see we share common insight & empathy for those in need. Although i’m not quit sure my little story went exactly the way you put it, it certainly came to pass with lessons wich are still active today. What i believed then & how i see it now is not the same anymore. After that year it wasn’t over yet, but it served as a catalyst to get me over 1 picket of the fence, as David so elegantly putted.
Thing is , i didn’t go over the fence, but just travelled to the next picket of the same fence. And come to think of it, it must be a circular fence with no beginning or end. 😆 It’s the getting over the fence that will spare me the sting hahah. Let’s just say it’s a long & recurring process, but their’s no other way. What was discribed in my previous post didn’t really touch the origin of the problem i was battling with.

Thanks for the recommendation btw for those books, i had one before but that went ‘lost’ as i lended it out to some old friend & had it never returned. Offcourse i can’t recall who anymore, but just hope he had good use out of it. Never got to read it to it’s full extent, because i didn’t gave it my full intention at the time. It’s still on my ‘wanting-to-do’ list wich seems growing much faster then my ‘actually-doing’ list.
There are just so many fascinating roads to be taken of that same old mountain haha.

As for the matter growing together, i think we’re off on the good foot & who know what still lies before us. Feels exciting …
The reason i’m found my way hereon B.o.L is thanks due Zingdad & Adamu’s words back some years aswell. Great information they bring forward, not to mention ‘The Ascension Papers’.
That’s a cake i can’t stop eating.

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Ah David, nice to talk to you again.
You certainly got it right when you speak of my learning-arch. As i was just saying to Joanie, there seems to be no end to all potential ways to discover. Makes it difficult to attend myself to a discipline in full extend and forget about the rest from time to time. And it feels like i’m just getting into character here & finally getting the hang of my roleplaying on the stage of 3Dlife. As to the way y’all ‘call’ me, i could see that notion in a couple of different but related ways.

The One Who Is About Change, Yet Can’t Find Why There’s So Much Resistance Around Here.(laughter) Do you feel this way? Do you see that the people by you don’t see what you do?

1. As to resistance from my external surroundings, i do can see the reason why. Comes down to miscommunication due to different approaches of interest.Relativity in one word.
2. Resistance originating from within, i can also see the reason why. Actually the same in origin as point 1, namely from unknowing & fear. Must admit that i still can be blind in certain ways.

And the relation between the two being offcourse that we all percieve the external from the mirror of truth that’s within.
So i can put things in perspective if needed, as to where i was consumed by explosive anger that i resolved to before. Must catch my deluded ego by surprise sometimes still to stop the loco-motive 😆 and the whole balancing swinging chain of wagons that comes behind it. But yeah, i’ll manage thank you, think i had my fill of that lesson.

We are seeing you love debate. Is this so? So, how’s this?

Indeed – yes – feels good, invigorating.

If we take you far, will you go there? Will you go as far as we want you to go? This is our question, Erik

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I’m intrigued, bit stunned with anticipation.
As i said before, let’s go with the flow. I’m up for it if you’re up for me.

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To Abe,

I understand where you coming from & respect your place.

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Last note:
Come to think of it, don’t know if i’m even properly introduced to the identification of my own guide(s).
Don’t really know if they are comfortable with the form of identification as in names.
But i do notice from time to time communication tru synchronicity.

I wish you all (Joanie,John,David,Abe,Stefanie, & whoever is observing in the background) my warmest regards,
Erik / Bigfeet