Abe; I speak to you and with you alway’s and now David and the others help me and are a part of my life. I am a student you are my teachers. For two day’s now I have suffered terrible pain with my fibromyalgia until I fianlly remembered what Zingdad taught me to do . That was to build my own place of refuge, of peace and love where I can go in troubled times. It was amazing how I felt I left my body behind in it’s pain and retreated to my home of bliss. It was marvelous how relaxed I felt and I visited with Abe and some of my family visited me. They were like bright specks of light surrounded by a foggy haze and as the got closer to me they changed to people I know love and miss. There was my mother ,my grandmother, my Uncles and others and they told me things will get better; we visited for awhile then they backed off and became these beautiful spots of light each one sparkling in its own colors and I knew who they were. It was unbeleivable. When I woke back on my couch where I was laying my body no longer hurt; it was tired but no pain and I felt exstatic. It was over! Things are so different now ;I respond to things so differently,I see people in a different light and understand how we are one yet so indivigual . I look forward to the change’s coming now that I understand what must be done. Abe and Stefani ,I am blessed and now realize it.
