Re: Re: David’s Guidance

[Bigfeet E]

Hello ppls, Joanie,John,David & even Abe,

Can i budge in this lovely conversation? (budge-budge) 😆
I’ve bin reading the whole topic, as it’s the only topic alive around here, and i must say it’s bin enjoyable and very recognisable for me.
Save to say that it covers a lot wich i’m somewhat unable to verbaly express with my surroundings, as their is so little receptance for the subject.
So it’s quit nice to see it living over here … that’s refreshing. So, if you don’t mind, i’ll sit here with y’all around the campfire & swap story’s, knowledge, silence & laughter in comradery.
I’m Erik btw. , pleased to meet you all ! 🙂

So let me start off addressing Joanie, what a nice gift you have there & what a fruitfull job you’re doing with it !
I can remember a time in my life,around 27 of years, wich were i was in deep turmoil with myself and ; i came to notice i was being called upon … hearing my name without actual sound.
At first i couldn’t place it as to what it was, and if i was not just imagining hearing this. It all started after i send out a huge cry for help out/in ‘there’ to anyone.
It was ever so faint, so i really had to focus real hard and stretch my hearingsences to the max to even sort the difference to what was me – rambling in my head – and ‘the voice’ .
I was smoking a lot of weed/marihuana back then in a most irrisposible way, but it helped me tap into my feeling again.

So i started to experiment with my own voice in my head and the one that was not originated from little me, just to get aquanted with wich is wich & sorta calibrate this new ‘voice’.
In general it was all really confusing and it took a while for me to accept/allow it all, it kept pushing even when i didn’t welcome it.
Biggest trouble in all this was understanding what was bin said in the litteral way, y’know it was so faint it was even below whispering.
Quit a frustrating process on its own, and i never really got the hang of it. I could make out bits & pieces. For a while there was almost a conversation… sort off.
And if that wasn’t even confusing enough, there were a number of other voices in the mix 😯 :lol:, i could even make out male & female among them. Interesting was that at 1 time in the nights of all hallow/all saints day it was actually easyer to hear & understand …

Well, to cut this story a bit, cuz it’s becoming a lot here, they tried to pamper me, tease me, & then some to make me move out of where a had set my attention on in the emotional realm.
This whole period took about a year or so & i got so fed up with the whole disempowering feeling to really speak clearly as like we do here, together with my own frustration regarding my own (created) problem i was living with, that i dissided that i wanted it to end. In the end i was under the impression that these contacts were not of the benevolent kind & that i was being prawn of negative entities that i called upon myself coming from the law of attraction of my own pulsating negative vibe.
So at that point i resorted to a meditation and asked for a ‘higher’ & ‘more pure’ being to intervene as it was going nowhere in my point of view.

After that i immediatly went to bed and started listening again.
Point is, i was getting used to being so concentrated in listening to the point of almost holding my breath by breathing so slow; to let the sound of my breathing not to interfere; when suddenly – in a blink of the eye – i had the sensation of being tunneled up/in superfast a sort of tubelike way, bright blinding light and a clear distinct almost loud voice saying :” SO THIS IS ERIK (+surname) !!”
This got me so freeked out, i immediatly ‘fell’ down again in vibration cuz of the shock & was back in my bed again …
The fear kicked in good now, shivers down my back and pulled the sheats over my head. 😆

After that the connection of unhearable whisper hold on for some time but slowly faded away. Always felt kinda sorry that i wasn’t able to finetune the radio sortaspeak.
I still think it could have bin a resourcefull asset for me, but i guess it was unfruitfull to carry on in that manner.
And that was, what i think, my experience with ‘channeling’ .Kinda miss it sometimes…

To David i’d like to say, wow, i think you’re doing fantastic , doing the service that you do aswell !
It’s quit beautifull & i’m honored to talk to you in a open verbal manner. Many thanks for the wisdom you like to share & i see the way it’s most pleasant for you aswell to be able to do what you like to do.
Maybe you would like to give your viewpoint on what happened back then regarding my previous story to me. I’dd sure like to hear it if you feel the need.
Furthermore i’m just happy to be in this gathering. I feel like i can get on the same page with you for what you’ve bin bringing. That’s just great. 😀
I’m gonna cut it a little short, as i’m bin talking for some time allready. But i sure like to go with the flow here & let it come spontaneously to be.

To John i like to suggest to pick up Tai Chi (the way of energy), wich is a form of meditation on y’r feet.
Maybe you haven’t heared of it yet, but it is a chinese kinematica (hope my translator got this right haha) wich is very beneficial regarding your current fysical problem.
It really can help you balancing mind,body & soul as this was my own experience aswell. You can complement it with Qi gong wich is focused on breathing exercises … really helpfull.
I’m just wanna point you into a direction help you to resolve in addition to what’s allready bin given. I feel it’s resonating on the same intention.
And maybe it can set a co-working base in a branch of new ways to explore. Hell, maybe you can even grow to be an athlete. Tai Chi is the base of all Kungfu …!
Hope this will be helpfull for ya. Just be sure to find a good teacher who is not in it for the money, them work from the heart & wont be keen to ask more than they need.
Offcourse all this is just 1 way to choose action, there are so many more…
Good luck 😉

To Abe i’d say … Hey Abe, how are you doin ?
Haven’t seen him expressing himself in a verbal manner here, but i’m sure he’s a great guide.
It’s great to know we (humans) are all being guided in 1 way or another.
Although i’ve never had the pleasure of knowing the name of my guide(s), i sometimes contemplate in how you all in general work and how the structure work for one becoming a guide in the first place.
It intrigues me, i ‘m like that, wanting to know how it all comes together.

I’m gonna stop talking now haha, seems like i’m talkin to long allready … for now … 😆
I’ll practise the fine art of listening.

Warm greets to you all,
Erik aka Bigfeet.

😉