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October 26, 2010 at 11:24 pm #7198DamionMember
well i guess the first thing i should do is introduce myself 😀 my name is Ronnie, and this seems like a really awesome place to be. i am 28 year of age but i have not felt like i have been in control of my life till about 4 years ago. Up until then my life was directed by society, by the news bulletins, by the religion ingrained in me from childhood, by my preconception, by other people telling me how i should think and act, and finally by my own fears and insecurities. the biggest turning point in my life was my letting go of my religious beliefs and instead following what my heart said was right.
I was a little confused for awhile and little unsure of what to do with my new found freedom of choice, but it felt really good. Kind of like finally standing on your own two feet instead of being told what to do. Anyways i started to do some searching, since i had left religion i needed a new point of reference for reality; i choose science. i taught myself a great deal about mainstream science and then about theoretical science finally stopping at quantum mechanics and its adjacent theory like string and M-theory. All this was fascinating stuff but it did not quench my thirst for the truth that i was seeking.
i have never had access to other life times, been very prophetic or shown any sign of being able to move or blow things up with my mind, but it was an aspect that i believe i needed in order to understand the whole picture. i was not spiritual in the slightest and really had no idea about how to “BE” spiritual after leaving my religion so i researched all sorts of physic and spiritual phenomenon in order to have a better understanding. i learn about all sorts of interesting abilities people had, but i came out of it with very little for myself other than knowledge and one other thing. The belief that ALL humans have the ability to reach out and connect using some sort of 6th sense. Since everyone is different this should manifest in very different ways for everyone.
Its amazing how the change of just one belief can alter your perspective in a way that you cannot anticipate. I believe this change in belief permitted my mind to open and allow the acceptance of another experience that i might have disregarded had i believed something else at the time…
On March 9th 2010 I had a very vivid dream. I dreamt that there was a comet or asteroid that approached earth and had caused great flooding, so much to the degree that there were only a few survivors left. There where myself, my wife and 10 other people. We made our way down into the earth via huge tunnels and corridors created by someone. Slowly everyone started dying by accidents until it was just myself and my wife. At the very bottom we found guard dogs that would attack us if they saw us so we avoided them and where eventually lead to a room. Inside it looked like a small living room. This was the end of the road; we had nowhere else to go so we decided to wait it out our most certain deaths here. I then noticed there were 3 cats in the room, one on a bookshelf, one on the love sofa, and one sitting right in front of the door. They were very well feed and I soon came to realizes that these cats where protecting us from what was outside. They gave off a very benevolent presence. My wife seemed to either not care or not notice them. We sat back and enjoyed the peaceful moment.
I woke up and my gift surfaced for the very first time. It felt as if someone had taken a large round plug and used the top of my head as its socket. For 30 minutes straight I had this intense energy passing through my body coming from the top of my head and moving down like a current. I did not know what to do with this experience because it was so foreign to me. So I just meditated as best I could. For the next few months it manifested very rarely and I did not have a full understanding of it. I still don’t but at least I have given it a name. I have come to call it my “intuition”. At first I thought it was random, but as I paid closer attention to it I noticed it was trying to get my attention. Kind of like a loud “PAY ATTENTION TO THIS”. I learned to eventually stop questioning it and to simply trust the process. It has lead me to much information that has guided me on my path of self-discovery, such as the ascension papers and this cool forum.
although I very much feel sometimes like i am in the dark looking for something with a flashlight that only works when i get near something important; and then its still up to me to make out and interpret what it is i’m supposed be figuring out ❓ ❗ ❓ lol but i guess that half fun is figuring it all out on your own 💡
Thank you very much to everyone for listening and i apologize for the long intro, i figured if was going to introduce myself i might as well introduce all of me.
I’ll see you all on the forum 😛December 1, 2010 at 6:51 pm #13138ShyloLoveKeymaster
So wonderful to meet you!!
Sounds like you are awakening to the world behind the world… that world which we see with our minds and feel with our hearts. It’s always a strange sort of metamorphosis that happens once we start to “wake up” from the dream society has built for us… confusion, frustration, fear and anger are all a part of that as much as bliss, joy, happiness and love are… we just need to accept with unconditional love ALL these things and find an objective “big picture” view of it all and our job in painting the picture!
I love how you’ve found your resonance… the “Pay attention to this” feeling you get. It makes life easier, because you have a sort of barometer to gauge what your heart feels is true for you and what is not. When something resonates, gives us tingles, hair standing on end, shivers or just that “knowing” feeling it can make sorting through all the lies and facts and feelings that belong to other’s truths instead of our own MUCH MUCH easier! Also, synchronicity, de ja vu and other such occurrances also serve to lead us where we need to be while also confirming to us that we are in the “right” place, time, situation, frame of mind, feeling, etc.
Lots of love to you on your journey home to Love!
Welcome to the site! We aren’t too busy here, though there is a lot of amazingness in small bits and bites here and there to nibble on!
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