in answer to your silent questioning, we speak

[Ricky]

Dear guys sorry for not responding as i have been busy and away. Thank so much i really felt your responses right in my heart, and i take heart in you all saying that they do hear, i was just a little low and needed someone just to say it!!! and who better than you guys 😀

@ opal and UFO yes i did actually think about the St Germain thing. I have been watching more of his stuff last sat and every time i watch it i fall in love with the channeler, i am amazed by it, he also said that you will see a sign on the 5th day after that message coincidentally on that day i saw lots of little strong gold lights during the course of the day more than usual… so who knows ??
I did try putting pen to paper Opal, felt a bit foolish and had the usual “its just my mind talking syndrome” however it did talk some sense! but at least i made a start on it! But i love the fact that they will answer my silent questioning! do you think instead of drawing i could do it via a guitar ? i’m sure i could maybe i just want to hear someone say a yes 🙂

@ ufo no sir… no BS coming from you! i can only be uplifted by what you have said.

@zing thank you so much i am going to do these things and add an air of seriousness to it because as you say it is an declaration of intent which shows you mean bussines to open your heart and let something new in, but i think your method i will use to refine HOW i actuually speak to them.

I tell you what though, what i have learnt from all your replies is to tackle the doubting i get …i just doubt because i always look for strong responses then i get disappointed then maybe i try and force it……

Its like this from about 96 i got in to the P’s, i was well crazy about them, thinking about them brought on a sense of awe. Then from 2000 to 2006 it was like i sort of forgot about them with having a family etc, then all of a sudden life changes and a split up brought me back trying to find information and back on path so to speak! i joind Book of Thoth found Zingdad with his Starseed thread was able to adress him and adamu directly, then thru zing and Annu found opals site, and am priavliged to have exchanges with you as well . If someone have told me i can directly address people with your type of communication i would have not belived it, and i could not have found anywhere better, still i doubt things despite where my energy has led me, silly really.

I feel a bit different now i think it might be a good thing to cast aside doubt…just belive and go for it ..thanks for letting me get that off my chest so maybe it will enable me to open my heart which is what I KNOW i need……Wow im supprised how your replies has triggered such an emotional response as i am not much of a typer! but then again i am on the second day of a 3 day fast so my brain and emotions are a bit wobbly 😆

and apologies for my unstructured hunger driven toxin releasing ramblings

i send you warm hug bubbles.

[opalescent]

Ricky, I used to wonder if it was me own head rambling on, too…I think that’s a normal part of the whole process of communicating. It’s like that with people too, no? Sometimes you wonder if you’re just talking to a wall 😆

Keep at it, though. Trust yourself. Acknowledge the doubt and let it go. You can write “I doubt…” on a little piece of paper and put it aside. You can always pick it up again when you’ve finished your channeling practice. The beauty is you can use anything–pen, guitar, microphone, whatever. I use pen and paper because it’s portable (to escape the antics of a little boy, or sit in the sunshine, or curl up in a cozy chair) and it’s quieter than my computer. Sometimes you just need to get away, ya know? Or nod off…

Love those warm hug bubbles! Sending love your way too

[jamwolfsky]

Opalescent Maryann and Zingdad, do you know this chap, he channels the Pleaidians. I came across this video , I love the passage with the seed growing into light, this whole session had a papitation effect on my little heart Ricky 😀 .

[youtube:1u8g9jwf]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RnliRJo4bOc[/youtube:1u8g9jwf]

[GTTOWNSEND]

Thanks for that video , James! I really enjoyed the meditation!
I appreciate your sharing , brother! 🙂

[Ricky]

edit… a double post type thing

[Ricky]

@opalescent wrote:

I used to wonder if it was me own head rambling on, too…I think that’s a normal part of the whole process of communicating. It’s like that with people too, no? Sometimes you wonder if you’re just talking to a wall

i only just got this 😆 yes its quite true it took me ages to realize my mum was a person and not a load of bricks and mortar

@opalescent wrote:

to escape the antics of a little boy, or sit in the sunshine, or curl up in a cozy chair) and it’s quieter than my computer. Sometimes you just need to get away, ya know? Or nod off…

opal you sound like a cat! are you?!

@ jam i keep on trying to watch the vid but my son is always around at the time and talking stuff at me! and i will get there soon and watch

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