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Orissa I will take a look at the link you gave it looks very interesting …

Thank you 😀

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thank you so much one and all, for your indepth and informative replies. Yes I am looking at detoxing him. I asked the universe for for this and two weeks ago I had a phone call from a lady who is local to me and works with Defeat Autism Now who use biomedical approach to balance these children. My son will always be autistic and that part of him I value. I know and sense that there is bio chemical imbalance in him which needs to be tackled.

Teeka you are right I have self doubts about my own abilities (part of the conditioning) we all receive where our limitations are imposed on us by others and we adopt them to limit ourselves. Unfortunately I am my own worse judge. I know I am not unique in this.

Thank you all once again for your encouragement.

Love and Light my friends x

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I have more than one inner voice. I used to have conversations even arguments with the voice in my head. But there is another voice (it is extremely quiet and gentle) that was the voice in my heart. I equated the voice in my head (the logical argumentative one with my ego). The voice in my heart that I barely used to hear before is the voice I now listen out for – the ego used to drown this out with argumentative logic and reasoning. The voice in my heart is instinctual knowledge instantaneous guidance we do not speak (there is no need) I only listen – it guides me – before I knew the truth I would hear it but logical ego would persuade me to go against this guidance usually to find I should have listened all along.

Mia your words sum up how I feel about my inner heart voice. I am learning to listen more and more and its becoming easier – I am literally following my hearts desire.

The words from the “healing room” are very moving and profound. I will search and listen to the song. Sinead Oconner is an amazing artist.

Great thread and one I resonate with 😀

Thank you 😀

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By answering these questions you get yourself aligned with a mutual growth path instead of struggling with the “problem” of his autism. I suggest his autism is not an “accident” either. Hard as this may sound, I suggest that this is the vehicle… the very required process… for the two of you to engage in the way that you and he require, in order to do the teach/learn that is needed. So you can rail against the autism and try to “fix” it. Or you can accept the fact of it and get on with learning from your son and teaching your son there where he is. Hard for me to say this to you but it is what resided in my truth. So what do you choose? To expend your energy on trying to fix something which is meant to be and pretty much unfixable or to accept it and find the beauty and wonder in the moment. But bear with me that is not as misserable a thing to say as it sounds…

zingdad you are sooo spot on here. I share your view and I know autism is a gift and its part of what needs to take place. I have worked something out allow me to expand on this I will copy (the message I sent to MagentaPixie):

I have had a theory or idea for a long long time about autism and why its sudden explosion in the late 1980s. Is it mankind’s response to an increase in electro magnetic energy and frequency (noticed how rapidly our technology is being developed recently?) Things are speeding up. At the core of our earth there is a mouton iron crystal that resonates at approximately 7 hertz or cycles per sec. (Schumann Resonance – earth pulse). I believe we are approaching a catalyst in our evolution. In 1986 this increased to 9 cycles per second, in one decade it increased by 2 cycles per second. Which ties in with the explosion of autistic numbers. Accordingly to Fibonacci Sequence by 2012 this will increase to 13 cycles per second. The increase in this electro magnetic frequency and sensitivity are having a direct impact on our DNA there are 64 possible codes of amino acids in our DNA structure logic would dictate that we should have all 64 codes activated, but we only have 20 active codes as such! Sound (Electromagnetic frequency) directly affect our DNA the increase around us in mobile phones wifi etc. etc. cannot fail to have an effect on the human body. Verfied by Dr Emoto and his experiments with water crystals. I have two autistic children I was told by “experts” autistics were devoid of emotion and cold – but what I have witnessed is the opposite – they are MORE EMOTIONAL AND MORE INTENSE than anyone else I have ever met. They are sensitive to sound, smell, even my emotional state has a direct impact on them without me saying a word. They feel so much more (this cannot be accounted for by their 5 senses alone) my son used to destroy mobile phones and microwaves. Things like the large Hadron Collider affected all of us . Our world is changing rapidly are Autism and the Autistic Gene part of the response to this change? Drugs and things like fluoride in in food and water are all targeted to keep emotions switched off – pollution and vaccines are part of closing us down vibrationally. Autistics are far more sensitive to sounds, smells, touch, these are all frequency stimulation is it because they have more amino acids switched on. Also I don’t know if this has any bearing but many of the parents of autistic kids I have met are like yourself, very highly emotionally evolved and understanding.

I have recently been reading up on gene research into autism it seems that the genes responsible for autism are not carried in the parents. The mutation is only seen in the children which confirms the whole ascension process in my mind. Something is happening at a genetic level. We now have 1 in 100 children in UK who have the autism diagnosis there are probably many more given other labels. I cannot even begin to estimate the numbers worldwide we are seeing a change taking place in one generation.

All these facts are confirming that we are changing and its all heading towards the ascension of our world.

Thank you once again for indulging me, but I wanted to let you know I am very positive about this. But I am convinced that the many substances (ie toxins) in our environment are deliberately targetting this ascension.

With gratitude and thanks.

Caz 😀

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thank you so much zingdad and orissa for both of your responses. Zingdad I did read your intro and your third life story before and the similarities struck me and I felt very saddened as I could picture my son in that situation. It just reaffirmed how vulnerable you were and how much a child like my son needs protection. Please be assured I wouldnt want to change him just give him a means to communicate and have a voice so he can be understood by others in this reality.

I resonate and know what you both speak of when you speak of love. My son has given me a great gift it was the gift of “unconditional” love. I am truly blessed to have a being who loves me so much. Just the simple posting of my fears onto this forum helped me immensely. Its the first time I have ever spoken of this. I know there IS something I can do. I have known for years and it seemed as if there was always a reason why I couldn’t take this course (life got in the way). I guess I was afraid of failing and losing hope (it was about my ability to have strength and courage). I know that one of my weaknesses (re self honesty) is making excuses as to why I couldnt do this – I lack faith in myself. This simple act of posting has brought me to this point – I always knew what I had to do. I have the answer. A friend of mine has just called me this morning and has purchased a book called “Children with Starving brains” its about the toxicity of substances in our foods and imbalances a modern diet causes in a growing child. The universe has given me the tools to help both myself and my son.

I just need to believe I am strong enough and stop staying I am tired (I know when I am doing the right thing I will receive energy). When I feel tired I am not inline with what I should be doing. I know enough of the law of attraction to know my feelings are my guide.

I do apologise for the rambling here but simply posting my fears has uncluttered my mind and I can see a way forward.

thank you all so much for your positive encouragement and love.

And Zingdad you dont need to be a parent to know what it is to love a child.

Orrissa your words …

..If you could create the best possible reality for him what would you create? Perhaps try & create the picture of him achieving communication in the highest & best way for him & seeing him & you receiving an abundance of support in all areas of your life. See him as unfettered & free & not bound by the confining labels that our 3D society has accepted.”

are spot on thank you so much. Its time to wake up, shake up and do my job.

Its amazing how many people say to you “you are doing a wonderful job theres nothing else you an do…” I have used these words and sentiments to pat myself on the back and sit back and feel like a martyr. Yes its nice to be told you are doing well but when, like me you know there is something else you need to do, by accepting this limitation I deliberately disempower myself.

Its time for Caz to kick self up backside and roll sleeves up theres work to be done…

thank you again for taking the time to read and listen to my ramblings.

With gratitude and love

thank you friends 😀

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thank you all so very much. especially Zingdad, I know what you mean about the “intellectual sophistry and complex models of reality”, there was a time when I too wanted to deal only with “reality” and “facts” but I also now know that those are just tools for the wordly ego, and were just my pesky ego wanting to impress (it was about how I wanted others to perceive me) One of the things I now know is that no one else has any answers except me. One of the most frustrating things about all this discovery of personal truths is that its something that we all have to do for ourselves. Its something that requires us to go against a lifetime of belief we were raised on other peoples truths and opinions and adopted them only to come to a realization that they often left me extremely miserable and always feeling as if I wasn’t worthy! – its a real eye opener to find that was the intention and it was part of robbing us of our own power. Teaching us to look elsewhere outside of ourselves – feeling as if we will never quite be “good, clever, intellectual enough”. One of the things learning about the lightworker approach is that the answers for myself and others are as different and unique as our DNA. All my life I knew deep down inside I was special and unique.

Thank you all so much for your warm welcomes.

Love Light and Blessings x

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thanks Mia – your positive thoughts are most welcome.

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thank you opalescent and UFOBelieve for your replies and encouragement 🙂 I do hope I can find the answers I seek.

Light Love and Blessings x

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