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GTTOWNSENDMemberSo exciting to see all of these expressions of Love! 🙂
Wonder if we make some of these in other expressions of self? So that other versions of our-selves can then view them and remember something , or to prompt thinking in a certain direction.
I love ’em! Thanks , every-One!
GTTOWNSENDMemberHappy birthday , brother Jam! 😀
GTTOWNSENDMemberWelcome , friend! 😀
GTTOWNSENDMemberWelcome , friend!
GTTOWNSENDMemberIsn’t that Zod from one of the Superman movies ?(The bearded monk?)
Nice touch , adding in Superman’s Nemesis! 😀GTTOWNSENDMemberThanks , Jam! 😆
I love the funky-fresh beats , too! 😛
GTTOWNSENDMemberEcho , your heartfelt sharing here hits home for me.
If anyone remembers , I posted fairly recently that I was going to be posting some of my channelings here at BoL. Where are they , you might ask? Well , once again Ego distorted what Spirit was trying to tell me. But this time , I am FINALLY catching on! You see , I have ALWAYS had this drive to help others. Even when it was costly to self , or worse , even when that help was not requested. (I know we are One , but you know what I mean). I have always been a loud , obnoxious(but humorous) , fast-talking , faster-thinking , etc. person who just asumed that folks needed me to help them. “You are in a world of shit , and I , the wonderful Greg Townsend , will swoop in , let you know your problems , and even how you should fix them! I am much smarter than you , but I will use that superior intellect only for Good , and believe me , you need some of that help right now! Look at you , my God! Can’t you see the way out of that problem? It’s so simple to me! O.K. , first you ………..”And my “help” for them would begin. Soon , they would see that I was “right” , that by doing what I told them , they got themselves out of their situation.
So now , we have a very artificially happy Greg , who thinks he has helped someone , and we have other people looking up to me to help them. Which really didn’t help them at all. No one really gained anything.
Wow. What a learning experience. I have realized that , well , you all know – we create our own reality , and the Universe presents us with lessons , until we finally “get it.” We must learn to create the best reality possible for ourselves. I was unintentionally putting myself in a postion of authority , which ego loved , but could not see it because I actually thought I was helping!
So , what does all this have to do with this thread?
Ego will stop at nothing to survive. I have openly communicated with un-countable versions of Self , outside of Time , and I know what all these versions feel , because I merged with them. They are afraid! They are afraid that they are alone , that God has deserted them , or perhaps worse , that they are somehow evil and wrong and hate God , so therefore God will never accept them back because of that hatred. Scary stuff , thinking you are all alone , and God is pretty much better off without you and your toxic thoughts. The first step to my healing these aspects of self was to LOVE them! Sounds easy enough , right?
Wrong.
Because these are versions of ME , it’s very difficult to Love a portion of self that really is so alone that it hates God. Hates everything. Hates ITSELF!
That is the key! Self hatred (which there are many degress and levels of , of course)! Now , please do not feel I am being negative here. I am merely sharing what helped me when I was dealing with many similar things as you are , Echo. Hell , I still deal with these versions of self all the “time” (especially when they know it’s inappropriate for them to chime in!) I still wage the battle of sending them Love , and reminding them that they have their timelines , realities , etc. , and I have mine , and we are all in this together! “WE ARE ALL GOING HOME TOGETHER , SELVES! You can raise as much hell as you wish , but I will neither shun you nor agree with your negativity! I will not leave you! Now , WORK WITH ME!” is what I constantly , each waking moment , tell “them” , the other versions of Self.
After many seconds , hours , days , weeks , months of this work , IT IS WORKING!Hope all this makes some sense.
Love to you , Echo!
Love to YOU ALL! (Excellent responses , you all , by the way!)
GTTOWNSENDMemberHere you are , my friend! 🙂
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GTTOWNSENDMemberHello Clever Sky! 🙂
I believe the interest is there because a lot of souls that incarnated during the Atlantis time period have returned to “right the wrongs” , or , really , to make a different choice this “time”.
But , because actually all lives are concurrent (your “past” and “future” lives all happen at “Once”), it’s not really a “past” life karma deal exactly , but rather a “experience the other side of the coin” sort of thing.
Anyway , hope that helps some….You folks know I am a little crazy……. 😆
GTTOWNSENDMemberWelcome back , dearest friends!
We are so very grateful for your return – in many ways , and on many levels! 😉GTTOWNSENDMemberThank you , my friends , and keep pushing onward , millej11.
The battle rages……. 😡GTTOWNSENDMemberThanks Syme!
This is one of my favorites from her to date.GTTOWNSENDMemberAwesome post , Syme! Very interesting!
Thanks so much! 🙂GTTOWNSENDMemberI read the majority of Marshall Vian Summers material a few years ago , or more correctly what material he had at that point, and I am sure it’s still being updated and all , but I agree with you in that it just “felt” negatively oriented , or at least it did to me. I finished reading what material he did have , and even conversed a few times with a local man who was really into it , but I kinda’ pulled away when said gentleman kept such a doom & gloom position , which to me seemed to further illustrate the materials’ fear based orientation. At any rate , I am not judging , but the material seemed a little “thick and heavy” to me , kinda’ like the Casseopean material , not necessarily a totally false angle , just material that seemed to try to evoke fear from me.
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