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Oh gosh, Caz, I so hear what you’re saying. I feel like I fail a million times a day as a mother, wife, and whatnot… It’s tough work, ain’t it? I’ve been having a lot of struggle myself these past few days 😥

So I asked “the gang” about it, and I share here in the hope that this will bring you some peace, and whoever else might be reading (hello!). Offered with love 🙂

Me: So sad… please respond to my heart. Mostly I feel like no one cares.

Answer: Inner drama was finally allowed to exit stage left. However, you did let some of the fallout affect those around you. Does that mean you are bad? No. Did you damage anyone? No. Did you damage your relationship with your son? No.

Now, you realize what is healing. You can heal deeply now if you allow it. Know there is a sticky bit of self-loathing still attached to your self-healing. To take away its presence you need only reiterate what you told your son — you love it. That is all.

Me: I feel I’m tolerated but not loved… a belief?

Answer: A limiting ego trick. It is true when you were a child that you were misunderstood and your truth ignored, but that was what you chose to experience so you would be a respected speaker when your healing was complete. By experiencing that, you have insight into part of the human psyche–that part of the consciousness of the human organism that believes it is cut off from divine love and is instead under the power of those who don’t care for its welfare. This part of the human experience stems from the fact that your planet’s chief caretakers have raped and pillaged and subverted the creative potential of the people. What happens when that part of the collective psyche confronts its own divinity when we show up? If it lay buried, it could be messy. However, you long-long ago volunteered, you who understand some of the deeper secrets of love, to act as a conduit through which such long-buried aspects of the collective could rise. That is what was begun today. More will rise, but others will shepherd the process. Your part of that is in triggering the transformation.

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In my experience, the best place to start (and likely that’s as far as it has to go) is Archangel Michael.

The energy of Michael is described by Ronna Herman, one of the channels for this power: Lord Michael has remained as the Guardian Overlord of the Angelic Host, the Elemental Kingdom and humanity. He shall not fold his Cosmic Wings about him to return home until the final Angelic Being is freed, the last man is redeemed and the last Elemental returned to its perfect state. This is the love of Lord Michael, who like many others, is a Prisoner of Love to the life he serves.

You can ask Michael to help your friend, to sever the connection between her being and those energies/entities/whatever who have attached themselves to her and to end the parasitic communication between them forever. Or words to that effect. Part of her trusts you, so you can help her in this way.

Better yet, of course, if she herself asks for that help for herself from Michael. But she has to believe she’s worth the trouble, and my guess is that she doesn’t think she is. Hence her actions in making you prove, over and over, that she’s right in believing that.

This is love.

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Great lists, all! I’m glad to see the Tibet movie mentioned, Neiru, we have it in our collection and I agree it’s a very important one for gaining understanding.

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We are in a universe of duality, remember… So is Orion, an ancient battleground of dark and light. Here is what I found, searching briefly…

from this site:

Orion Empire

The “Orions” are made up of two opposed races. The “Council of Light” was one based at the star system Betelgeuse, and the equally powerful evil Orions were based at the star system Rigel. The Orions took over lots of planets back in our galaxy’s less spiritual days but were always balanced by the Intergalactic Confederation. The conquering part of Orion empire was defeated 200,000 years ago by the Intergalactic Confederation, and they haven’t been a threat to Earth since. They are presently getting ready to “transform into the 4th dimension” just as we of Earth are. In fact, some people on Earth are reincarnated Orions who are here to integrate their negativity and hence allow both our worlds to ascend.

In the book “Prism of Lyra” Orion is described as:

This is the main “battleground” for the challenge of polarity integration, seeded from Sirius as well as Lyra and Vega. There is a direct connection with Earth, as explored in later chapters.

from this site“
I would like to briefly discuss some of the groups that have been interacting with our planet over
the last few million years. In the book “You Are Becoming a Galactic Human” it is shared that Earth’s
history began some 35 million years ago with an etheric life form acting as a guardian species for the
earth; with the first Orions arriving some 10 million years ago.
The Sirian group “refers to a group of extraterrestials (not necessarily all from Sirius) who were
instrumental in the inception of Earth and the development of the human race”. “Sirius, known as the
Dog Star, is a member of the constellation Canis Major. It lies 8.7 light years from Earth and is the
most brilliant star (as distinguished from planets) observed by the naked eye.”(this and the following
quotes are from PL)
“The constellation of Orion is a pattern of stars that has intrigued mankind since ancient times.
The word Orion may derive from the ancient Akkadian word “Uru-anna”, which means “the light of
heaven”. Western cultures have often identified this constellation as the Hunter. The inherent energy of
Orion is associated with polarity conflict. Earth is presently attempting a final integration of these
polarities, hence the strong feelings that many humans display regarding Orion”

I see Lyssa Royal Holt has a tape with a channeling described thus:
#5 The Orion Conflict (Germane and Akbar) 11/89-Sedona. This poignant tape explores Orion’s eons of struggle and conflict and how this conflict has been brought to Earth for resolution. An Orion being speaks candidly about the new dawn that is finally emerging in their devastated worlds.

and from this site:
ORIONS
Some claim that ‘negative’ entities have been associated with some of the stars in the Orion constellation. Other sources claim that the Orion Nebula is a cosmic ‘doorway’ to ‘infinity’ or the realm of the Creator, which transcends the time-space-matter universe. Some astronomers claim that a huge, beautifully-illuminated multicolored ‘light’ has emerged from the “nebula” and is on an intercept-course with Earth, although at a rather leisurely pace and at this rate this ‘light’ or ‘star’ will reach earth approximately 3000 AD (give or take a hundred years). Could this have something to do with the prophecy in Revelation 21? Since the Draconians are attempting to conquer the ‘heavens’, they may have made futile attempts to enter the ‘Eternity Gate’ and intercept the emerging ‘Light’ (‘War In Heaven’ between Michael and the ‘Dragon’? – see: Rev. ch. 12). This may explain the alleged presence of the Draconians in the Orion constellation, although certain ‘human’ groups have allegedly become curious of the ‘Eternity Gate’ as well. The Orion open cluster itself is the base of a joint Reptiloid – Grey empire called the Unholy Six, which has been working out of NEMESIS in an effort to sabotage the human presence in the SOL system. Many of the “planetoids” that have entered this system and have made observable “course alterations” are arriving from NEMESIS and the Orion-Draconian EMPIRE.

and:

SIRIANS
Sirius is the apparent epicenter of the ASHTAR or ASTARTE collective, where humanoids of various types, Sasquatch, Reptiloids, Greys, Insectoids and Reptilian-Insectoid hybrid species as well as cybernetic “MIB” entities have collaborated in the past. The Sirians have waged war in the past with the Orion Empire or the “Unholy Six” reptilian star systems in the Orion open cluster. The ancient dispute involves just who will serve as the “landlords” of a sector of space containing 21 star systems including the most strategic star system, SOL and particularly planet Earth, Terra or Shan — which is a virtual cosmic “oasis” of water, mineral, plant, animal and genetic resources in incredible variety compared with most other worlds. This dispute between the Sirians and Orion Reptiloids dates back to the ancient invasion of Orion by the Draconian EMPIRE, as a result of which many “Nordic” type humanoids escaped to Procyon, Sol, Sirius and elsewhere. In recent times a RIFT or SPLIT has occurred in the Ashtar collective following the discovery of massive infiltration into the collective by agents of the Unholy Six and Draconian EMPIRES, with many humanoids taking sides with the FEDERATION — which has a major earth-base under Furnace Creek, California; and many of the Reptiloids taking sides with the Orion-Draconian EMPIRE — which has a major earth-base below Dulce, New Mexico. A Collaboration of sorts (via the electronic collective mind which links humanoid and reptiloid intelligences into a master mainframe via psionic implants) still exists however, a collective-collaboration which maintains bases under Paradox, Nevada; Dougway, Utah and near the Denver International Airport in Colorado. This war in Sirius-B is gravitating towards the Sol System, in that the opposing agendas for this system is one of the major issues of dispute between the two [or three] warring factions.

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Sounds more and more like entity attachment than anything else. Staying focused on the goodness in her, the light within that’s being smeared with dark forms, and seeing her gaining enough strength in her light to throw them off, is love in action. She must be a powerful being of light to have so much darkness glomming on her. In other words, deal with her, not with the negative entities that are posing as her. I have no doubt that the real her feels trapped.

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Thank you for the thank-you, I humbly bow and join in thanking Annu for following the lead of her team of light-lovers on the other side! ‘Tis a labor of love for all involved, and all those about to be involved 😆
Bless this site and all who visit 😀

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I guess that’s enough for now… oh, and the atom smasher is gearing up (notwithstanding any further storm-related power outages, heh heh) to smash some atoms as early as next week, but more likely the first week or so of October.

Magenta Pixie had channeled in a video just before Zingdad’s double-feature came out about the whole CERN thing… and recommended that all thoughts about it be wrapped lavishly in love. If love is projected into any wormhole-ish happening, then love is what will come through.

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Here’s an interesting tidbit about “Alabama”… the US Air Force War College is at Maxwell AFB, Montgomery, Alabama.

This isn’t that far, as the missile flies, from the AFB in Louisiana where nuclear missiles were supposedly lost to from Minot, ND some months ago, and other nukes supposedly live, and supposedly it’s a nuke staging area for supposedly attacking places overseas… like Iran. I remember reading about that, anyway.

I wonder if a lightship can act like a giant baseball mitt? 🙄
Swallow it up like an amoeba… 😆

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All righty, I’ll be posting some stuff here that I started on another thread that I think will probably be languishing, which is fine, just want to get any pertinent or interesting or otherwise info here in the soup. I’m just gonna cut and paste, because it’s late and I’m tired and I don’t want to put this off 😆

First, this:
So we have this growing library of October 14/first contact info on the site — videos, links, channelings and such — but I thought a thread of off-the-top-of-your-head 🙄 kind of inspirations, observations and other related awarenesses regarding the date, its lure and its allure was in order.

To get things started, I did a quick check of Things of Note Which Occurred on October 14 in History. Here are some of the more interesting facts I found:

1066: Battle of Hastings, William the Conqueror defeated King Harold II of England
1322: Robert the Bruce defeats Edward II, forcing England to recognize Scotland’s independence
1582: Gregorian calendar erases this date from existence in Italy, Poland, Portugal and Spain
1656: Massachusetts enacts legislation effectively making Quakers “terrorists”
1789: George Washington declares the first Thanksgiving Day in America
1834: In Philadelphia, Whigs and Democrats stage a gun, stone and brick battle for control of a Moyamensing Township election, resulting in one death, several injuries, and the burning down of a block of buildings
1888: First motion picture recorded, Roundhay Garden Scene (several mysterious deaths surrounded this)
1910: English aviator Claude Graham-White lands his biplane on Executive (now Pennsylvania) Avenue near the White House in Washington, DC
1933: Nazi Germany withdraws from the League of Nations
1947: Chuck Yeager becomes the first man to break the sound barrier in level flight on the Bell X-1
1960: John F. Kennedy suggests formation of Peace Corps in campaign speech
1962: Cuban Missile Crisis begins
1964: Martin Luther King, Jr. named winner of Nobel Peace Prize
1968: First live telecast from a manned U.S. spacecraft Apollo 7
1982: Ronald Reagan declares a war on drugs
1986: Elie Wiesel named winner of Nobel Peace Prize
1991: Aung San Suu Kyi was named winner of the Nobel Peace Prize

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Just a thought, Caz… had you thought of sending her the link to this thread? It’d be so… subversive. :ugeek:
But you seem to have opened your heart in a way she has not been able to receive. I mean, to offer it as a gift, not as a cattle prod. 😯

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Hey all,
I used to sit at the feet of various of the masters and diligently try to write all they said… that was a while ago, and I have not had the “luxury” of time to explore that again lately. I also was studying some aspects of metaphysical healing with a teacher who held meditations in which we would ascend and be in their presence. It was a bit ritualistic and odd for me, the language we used, as it mostly came from some very old (as in early 20th century) style of writing, but effective if ya stuck with it. All I remember is that the energy was very real, very nice, and very difficult to hold for very long, dizzyingly high sometimes, that “birdview”… I was quite a novice at flying at the time. 😯 But a lot of it was Great White Brotherhood-related. That was years and lifetimes and classrooms ago.

I do know that once the door is open, it’s just a matter of who you call on OR probably even better, being open to receive from who is there to teach you… all of course with your openness to the experience being one that’s grounded and aware of who you are and what you’re doing… and why you’re doing it. The answer to those would be love, love, and love! 😉

I have been meaning to dig thru some of my old journals to see what I was up to back then and who I was chatting with… I did meet some masters whose names were familiar, and some whom I had never heard of before… like Dave, fer instance. Not unusual, not everyone can get the good press. Then again, they’re all different flavors of the same source, right?

My cat did get freaked out from time to time, at whatever he saw flying around the room when I was meetign with them one on one. God knows what he would’ve seen during our group meditations/ascension practices! Nah, he’d have been out the window! 😆

@mia wrote:

I cannot channel at will either. I can only do it sometimes, usually when I am with someone who channels themselves, it’s like I borrow their gift ???
But when meditating I can do almost anything!

That’s how it was for me too, mia, like how a motorcyclist drafts behind a truck. That and the image of training wheels on a bicycle. I wondered if I’d ever get it! Meditation, meditation, meditation… that was before I had a man and a baby to fill my days… I meditated a LOT and devoted myself to purification of all kinds. What a lot of work! Plus I secretly tried to catch some of my mentor’s mojo… that really doesn’t work. Everyone has their own unique style. I do know that now, the path is a lot smoother for those starting out at the beginning to reach great levels of communication with higher realms. I’ve seen it in action, people are getting things a lot quicker than when I started, and when I started, I was getting things quicker than some who had been at it a while. I’m not saying that’s better, it’s just that when you start on a path that no one’s been on, there are weeds and brambles. Those who follow have a lot less to bushwhack through… except of course for their own weeds and brambles that they bring with them. As it has been predicted, and as it should be. But here, I suppose I’m beginning to veer off-topic! 😆

We lived in a cottage. The back yard was mud, there was a duck pond with ducks, our brother drowned in it, he was mums favourite and she grieved all the time for him and neglected us…
mmm, I went off topic there. sorry xx

hm, again mia, you have hit on another very prominent nerve up for healing for me and my family in this lifetime. How d’ya do it? Quite a talent you have! Glad you’re here 🙂

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@jamwolfsky wrote:

http://everythingforever.com/ Sisters and brothers, check out this site on timelessness, it is really informative !!

Wow, this looks like it’s set to be the next installment in the “What the Bleep” / “The Secret” line of movies!
So what’s that… how the universe works, how to make the universe work for you, and then… ?
Thanks for sharing this site 🙂

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I know they echo your sentiments, brother 😀

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Thanks Orissa… I’ll slow down enough to take note of that with my next video post! 😉

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For what it’s worth, here’s a recent notice on the goings-on.

Large Hadron Collider: First subatomic particle collision to happen next week

By Roger Highfield, Science Editor
Last Updated: 5:01pm BST 16/09/2008

The first collisions between subatomic particles will take place in the Large Hadron Collider next week, which will mark another milestone for the biggest experiment in history.

“If we get stable conditions, I am very optimistic things will go quite fast,” says Dr Lyn Evans, the coal miner’s son from Aberdare, South Wales, who is leader of the £4.4 billion particle accelerator, a project that involves around 10,000 scientists and engineers worldwide.

The LHC circulates particles in a 17 mile circumference underground tunnel straddling the French-Swiss border at The European Organization for Nuclear Research, near Geneva, Switzerland, known by the acronym Cern.

Although there was much ballyhoo last week about the first particles – protons – to whirl around the LHC at a shade under the speed of light, the real aim of the exercise is to bring counter rotating beams of particles into collision in the four “eyes” – detectors – of the machine to recreate conditions not seen since just after the birth of the universe.

This is the aspect of the experiment that has triggered all the angst and hand-wringing by doomsayers and Jeremiahs who fear that the collisions will mark the end of the world, as it tumbles into the gaping maw of a black hole.

These fears have been dismissed as nonsense by Dr Evans, along with scientists such as Prof Stephen Hawking, who say that the end of the world is not nigh.

The original plan was to take 31 days from the first proton beams circulating in the LHC to smashing protons for the first time.

“We were going along at a real good lick,” Dr Evans said of the days after particles first circulated.

But the cryogenics that keep the great machine cool – it is the biggest fridge on the planet – went down on Friday, as a result of thunderstorms disrupting the power supply.

“We have had problems with the electricity supply for various reasons and the cryogenics is recovering from that, so we will not have a beam again, probably until Thursday morning,” says Dr Evans.

The team now hopes to achieve collisions at between one fifth and one tenth of the full energy in a few days.

“We are very confident that we can go quite quickly. The experiments have asked us for some early collisions, at low energy. If we get stable conditions, we will get there next week.”

The collisions will take place in the two general purpose detectors of the giant machine, called Atlas and CMS, though Dr Evans adds the team will also attempt collisions in Alice, which will study a “liquid” form of matter, called a quark-gluon plasma, that formed shortly after the Big Bang, and an experiment called LHCb, which will investigate the fate of antimatter in the wake of the Big Bang.

“The main objective is to get to 5TeV” (that target energy per beam is equivalent to 10Tev collisions, while the LHC is designed to reach 14 TeV working full steam), said Dr Evans.

He says “I don’t know how long that will take,” though the schedule predicts that 14 TeV will be reached next year.

“We would not go to very high energy next week, we are not that clever,” said “Evans the Atom”.

The LHC will be able to create fundamental particles that are too heavy to have been produced using existing particle colliders.

One of these could be the Higgs boson, named after the Edinburgh based physicist, which the LHC was built to find using the Atlas and the CMS detectors.

If discovered, the Higgs – jokingly called the “god particle” – would complete the Standard Model of particle physics by explaining how particles get their different masses.

The great machine may also catch a glimpse of a “supersymmetric” world, where a new myriad of heavy particles mirror those of the Standard Model, which may be responsible for a mysterious gravity source, called dark matter.

Although based on much more speculative theories, the LHC may even find exotic entities such as mini black holes or evidence for additional dimensions.

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