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Very funny Annan!
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Hi Annan,

That was cute!–I liked it.
Teeka

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Hi Quietsound,

I am going to look into this. I could definitely use more prosperity!
Teeka

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Hi Dax,

Welcome!

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Hi Justin,

Welcome!–You definitely were led here–by your Higher Self. I wish you the best–on your journey thru this site and all things.
Teeka

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Hello Caz,

Thank you so much for your response to me—it means alot! I just read the postings of some of what she wrote to you—WOW! She is caught up in a vortex of strong negative energy—constantly being filled with self-pity and rage. I believe she also probably has negative entities attached to her. You are absolutely correct—about listening to your heart–and not letting others walk on you, take your energy–and not just take it, but pull you into it–thereby contaminating your own energy fields. This is the balance we are all struggling to attain—the whole struggle of duality. Taking care of self-while caring about others.
You are correct in that we have to take external action throughout our lives to protect ourselves—-but the distinction I originally meant to convey—is that it really does not matter what action you take on the outside. I mean it does (back to original quandry)-but what I really want to stress—and what is the ultimate truth, is the Path and the answers are always internal. The most important and primary step is to disconnect yourself from her emotionally. The nasty emails she is sending you—all designed to make you either feel guilty or angry—Whether she consciously realizes this or not, they are prompts sent out energetically to take your energy. If you respond with internal anger, she has pulled you into her game–getting just want she wanted—Your energy in the first place.
Her energy is severely depleted—-that is why she is having such scarcity. The fact that she is into the occult (not a bad thing by any means, usually a way to open yourself up to the larger picture-was my way originally)–but in this case, I am sure she has negative entities attached to her—multiplying her feelings of rage and victimization, so they can also feed on them–sending impulses of repetive thoughts along these lines to her–which she on the ultimate level can only allow or disallow, whether consciously or not—but they are also feeding on her energies. Be careful, because when interacting with you, these can traverse into your own energy fields. So she is throwing out energetic daggers, if she feels she can hurt you, it will give her a temporary victory—an energy rush.
This is what it means to become a sovergien soul, beginning to realize what is happening and responding accordingly. Once you begin to see what is truly happening, the journey begins to start seeing when other people begin these tactics with you, and in the future it is easier not to get pulled in.
As I said, I learned these lessons the very hard way. This is what happens to people of the light. They start out with much compassion, kindness and love—this is an energy beacon. We, in our innocence, don’t see the larger picture. The only way it starts to become clear is to live through it. I have had so much energy taken from me–that it is almost unbelievable. I have gone thru so much, and I truly almost did not survive. This was the only way I could learn. It does not have to be that hard, but for me it was—because it had been a pattern since the beginning of this life-of abuse,energy taking, energy crushing—so although to most people things would have seemed more clear-cut. These were the energy-patterns that had developed for me–and seemed normal,familiar–sadly, also what I thought was love. It was a long, painful battle. I finally can say I have transmuted these experiences into greater wisdom and freedom obtained.
So regardless of what you actually do, the most important thing is not to let her get to you. When you feel that knee-jerk reaction–and then want to make her see–pound the truth into her so to speak—that she has everything completely backward, that you are the one who really has the reason to be so upset—-Let it go. In the 3-D world, I was the one with all the justifiable reasons to be the one who could have blame. I have dealt with people exactly like her—where it was almost absurd, ,that they could be angry with me, feel victimized by me—when they were doing all this “crazy” stuff to me, which I only allowed–because I was trying to be a compassionate person, kept being pulled back into it by sympathy, empathy compassion,etc.
I have realized you can never win in these situations. Nobody can ever win at the blame game. Like I said, I almost had to die before I could finally let go of the old way of seeing things-in duality, right and wrong

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So that is why honestly, I am just trying to share with you what I have learned–not trying to tell you what you should do. As you said and are correct, only you can decide.
My point is just that whatever you do, try to keep your inner–equillibrium.

Much Love to You and Appreciation for your Response,
Teeka

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Zingdad,

If you are wierd, then wierd must be a magnificent thing!

Peace, Teeka

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Dear Ascend2Luv,

I want to apologize for the curtness of my response to you. I did not mean it to be curt or dismissive of the bigger picture you are dealing with. Sometimes, I view something quickly in my mind-and the answer seems obvious to me (because I am not involved in all the personal intricacies(sp) of course–sorry about that). I do not mean to be that way. Last night, my mind was exploding with all these ideas. I’n new to this site–and was caught up in all the wonderful things to discuss–and then I came across your post–and thought my advice was actually correct, still caught up mentally with other ideas. But it has been lingering in the back of my mind all day–that maybe it wasn’t. Now after coming back here to clarify—I see so very apparently how I could have seen the much bigger picture and answered more expansively and lovingly. I have gone thru many situations–like the one you described–varying of course each time, but with a repetitive theme—finally now at this stage of my life, realizing energy dynamics between people and how important it is to practice self-love/self-protection energetically.
It took me such a long time to grasp this, and was a long and painful journey. I would be ashamed that I did not extend the measure of empathy to you I should have, realizing you are going through a stage that I struggled with myself for so long–this should have caused me to me much more caring in my response. I can’t be ashamed—because that is also an old mind-pattern of the past that no longer serves—but I am sorry. As you are going through your learning processes, I am too. This was one–practice more empathy (usually such a strong point, but not this time), see more of the bigger picture of what someone is going through
I did not even take into consideration the effect on your young daughter, finances,etc. Actually, I did–sort of—but it has been my experience through many hard times to now fully grasp and begin to live the actual letting go of things, refocusing of energy,etc. So that was what I meant about let it go—focusing on it, just intensifies the feelings of injustice and resentment—which lowers your vibration, brings more of the same energies to you–because that is what is being created by you quantumly—-and knowing this, I expressed this to you—-but too abruptly, too dismissively and curtly. Again, I realize how insensitive this was. I am just really learning that no matter how “justified” feeling vicitimized might seem, there is a greater truth—about how everything is a quantum mirror of ourselves that we are creating,etc
But I want you to know I have learned these things the very hard way, this is how they have been etched into my consciousness. I don’t think it will be that hard anymore—turning a massive page so to speak. I’m sorry I did not take all things into consideration.

Peace and Love to You,
Teeka

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Annan–My precious new friend,

One last little note about the color violet representing ascension or the end of the color spectrum as we know it (for now). It is the combination of the first color–red—survival/self/material and the last one before violet blue–other/spiritual to make the purple. This is very important as it explains the necessity of honoring the “red” as part of the journey-to get to the whole—which is violet. In the past people would overpolarize to the light-excluding the validity of the red as an integral part of the whole-and only striving for blue, and this would result in incomplete ascension. It can only be done when both parts are truly assimilating,recognizing the value of each-light and dark, red and blue-for this purpose. We must do this within ourselves–the hidden parts we have tried to lock away from ourselves–as considering making us unworthy—the same for all judgements toward all others. We bring these to the light–by seeing, forgiving these aspects of ourselves, recognizing they were necessary at that time—and the same for others. It is part of the journey of the Soul to become all that is, to accept it, honor–recognize all parts are necessary. It is also how we heal ourselves, forgive ourselves and move to the next stages. Then we can polarize to the Light–which is love and acceptance of all things, not just “good” things, but then with that illumination, we would only want to make decisions that would empower and allow all beings their experiences. So this was just a last little note of colors we were speaking about.

Love and Peace to You
Teeka

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Hi Again Tiaka,

I have not yet listened to the Magenta Pixie radio show with Rysa on blogtalk radio—although I am a huge admirer of Rysa and his Goldring videos–the only show I have listened to so far of Rysa’s was with Energy healer, Cameron Day-he has recently teamed up with the Goldring radio show—This is a shout out to him–he has worked with me and helped me immensely!
I have had other energy healings before–but none that have affected me so profoundly! That was how I became aware of the Goldring radio shows, Cameron also has his other shows—and alot of free material to help people clear their own energy fields on his website http://www.ascensionhelp.com. I don’t normally/never have mentioned another person like this—but he really has helped me alot—and in a way led me to this site–by seeing Magenta Pixie mentioned on the Goldring radio site, although I have not yet listened to those shows–but I have read some of Magenta Pixie’s channelings on lightworkers.org–so was compelled to watch some of her youtubes—which led me to learning about Zingdad–and hence coming to this site. So in effect, Cameron has led me here–and I wanted to sent a shout out to him–for his kindness and compassion towards me—as we are all connected, it is no coincidence that like minds are beginning to connect at an accelerate rate!
Part of me was afraid to write this–thinking people will think of it as “advertising”, but I try to remind myself–(in all situations, not just this)–not to be afraid to do something nice, because of how it might be perceived

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this is also a key lesson in living authentically, and allowing our light’s to shine.
Teeka

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Hi Tiaka9,

I am sort of your namesake(did not realize you were online w/similar name when I chose it-almost spelled it Tika–even closer–It’s the name of my Beloved cat-spelled Tika, but pronounced Teeka) anyway—-I just went on your post about Emit Rekkert—-still going thru it actually. Thank you so much for posting it—It is fascinating and wonderfully opening me up to all the possiblities. It has also led me to the Book of Thoth website, which I will try to get to soon.
Teeka

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Hello Again Annan,

I am much more than a being of numbers(lol), but I think I jumped to that-because it’s so quick for me to grasp what they represent (only when simple). Numbers are like sound–some say each are the language of the Universe–but I say both and many others are along with and all other ways of perceiving–the structure of the Multiverse(s)–or maybe not the structure, but a way of perceiving in a form we can process—the interlying connections of all things. The answers are all around us in all different forms—Our Great Self–God/Goddess showing us all things–and we each facets of the great being having this experience–decipher the totality in the ways/parts we can each individually-and this creates our reality/our perception of existence—but it can always expand-and that is ascension—as all Light is really just Illumination–the more we ascend in Light, the more we can comprehend–as that is what this process is about self beginning the process of knowing Self.
Taking a liberty again—but my interpretation of the colors to represent you—Violet/Blue Violet—you are right on the cusp of an “ascended” state–as that is the present color for us representing the end of the “spiritual” spectrum—as we advance, we percieve new hues,etc

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But anyway—the Blue/Violet is the last stage– also representing honor, integrity and the quest for spiritual growth-but with a slightly older energy still present before the last jump.
Peace and Love—really like the way you assimilate things–liked your answers for number choices—Teeka

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Hi Zingdad,

I understood the essense of forest as you described. It felt just right. Thanks for sharing it.
Teeka

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Hi Jilly,

That was a wonderful way to describe and help understand dimensions! I think it will help alot of people put things into perspectives. Another thing to consider–that I am just beginning to grasp, is that these dimensions exist inside of us/not necessarily external planes–although both at once. As a Human race, we have been kept in the dark for so long, considered blasphemous(sp),—punished for questioning,etc. Most of us now, myself included, are going through what you are–trying to get our minds around the truth of our vastness. It is wonderful that we, as a people, have expanded ourselves so much, that we can now begin the first stage of discovery—-exactly these questions! Great topic. The fact that we now have a forum for, and are discussing these thing is proof that we are beginning the entry into a New,Golden and Expanded Age.
Teeka

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P.S. to my post,

Microcosm in the Macrocosm and all that—As the planets show/are the progression of the Sun’s evolution, they are also our evolution—as we are also sort of minis or mirrors of both the Sun—and the Earth in different ways, we have gone thru/are going through what Mother Earth has gone thru/going thru now-that’s why we exist here now. But in the grander picture, we are progressing along with the Sun–in linear terms here now with Mother Earth trying to go from 3rd dimension to 5th dimension. The Sun’s journey (the planets revolving around it) show it in progression. The planets after Earth, will show our progression in the “future”. It is amazing really—as this goes on thru infinity. And we will one day be planets–and then stars, and then suns. That is why we are learning in this plane about our creations, because one day we will be creating our own universes, with our thoughts/projections, and then there will be little “people” on those planets we created with our energies, and then will go thru their own evolution—and so on and so on. It helps to remember this sometimes, when things seem so hard with our own challenges. This is the grander picture—the actual, infinite truth of who we are—it all already exists, but our challenge is to absorb it into our consciousness.

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