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Dear echo, journals can only do so much, and can only hold so much of our pain. I can point to a few of mine that have fallen apart from taking the brunt of my … processing. In the living is life, and in acknowledging fear is courage, so I’m glad you have written this. I cannot add much more to Zingdad’s cogent replies and Syme’s encouragement to release fear further, except this pearl that landed in my inbox the other day, a bit from a flyer for one of Barbara Marciniak’s channelings that a friend forwarded to me:

“There are rules to the game of life in every reality, and the sooner you figure things out, the easier it will be to navigate the turbulent times. In the midst of all the turmoil, one certainty does prevail: human consciousness will be compelled to grow and evolve in fantastic leaps and bounds throughout the remainder of the nanosecond. Be wise, be aware and be prepared. The natural propensity of consciousness is to seek quality of life, and the natural propensity of the multiverse – always, always, always – is to seek a positive outcome.”

You are stronger — and more deeply loved — than you might at this moment know. Just go with it, brother. The truth of your being will reveal itself. Help is always at hand, most of the time disguised in surprising ways.

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A couple of weeks ago, I almost left my body — and I didn’t think I’d miss it much! — and since then, I have felt more “here” and clear than I can remember. And calm. I feel like a part of me died then, like a snake sloughing off its skin, but from within, or rather the release of part of me that no longer lived. You are right, Zingdad, and many of my greatest shifts in perception and integration have come about in the form of dying, release of lifelessness. It is healing, to pull back the bandage of identity to reveal the perfectly healed and scarless true self. It is a rebirth into being to let illusion die. Perhaps it’s simply a matter removing interference so that out-of-phase waves of energy come into concordance to a greater degree… and maybe home is the state of the totality of that energetic weave (of individuals and of the human family) coming into perfect harmonic resonance.

Hey, where’d that come from?

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I have wondered about that, too, clever_sky. Especially when I first discovered, hm, higher communication I suppose, and I still do every time I experience a ramp-up in energy and am introduced to “new friends” in those higher realms.

I find that by aiming at your higher self, you keep finding higher and higher levels of self all leading to Self. Going off-track and listening to “trickster” entities is always a learning experience for finding and holding center. How do you know? You can use your body as an antenna and “program” it to always be true, as in “I am only available for contact with higher levels of consciousness that connect me directly to (fill in the blank here with what resonates, such as the heart and mind of God, OM, Source of All, I AM, etc, knowing that there is no real word for this, so whatever works with your intention) with clarity, honesty, truth (etc). I offer that as a tool that may be useful.

Oh, my ear’s ringing all of a sudden!

That is what I was taught by my teachers, and it remains true for me today. The center of the path to/through your higher self is a portal to truth. In following it, you may find extreme resonance with other people who are also aiming at the truth in clarity. Different facets of the same jewel of truth, if you will. When you get out of the way, light shines through brilliantly. That’s why meditation is good practice for “monkey mind” (“Oh, you can’t say that, you’re just making that up, what a load…” etc).

Specifically, though, I write longhand, pen and paper, when I tune in for answers and downloads. If I get in the way of that communication with “split of the moment BS”, (a distraction, or something I’m writing triggers healing of something that has made me doubt myself) my handwriting changes, the flow gets choked. I’ll scratch that out and settle in and back in the flow, and I’ll either get new info or the same word in fluidity. When I’m in truth, I am relaxed. BS mode is not relaxing. Your body will tell you what your mind might not.

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Excellent catch, Syme!
This just in… the first three headlines on my homepage newsfeed from NPR, synchronistic bits highlighted:

Obama Defends Memo Release To CIA Employees
Chaos Mars U.N. Conference On Racism
Bank Profits: Sign Of Recovery, Or Blip On Screen?

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Here’s a cool animation of Venus for 2009 in which you can see her path cross Luna’s: Shadow and Substance

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Wringing and swinging, that’s what it’s been like for sure! Will, I love that, the spin cycle! Hah! Last week our washing machine broke and we were, thank the stars, able to get another one. Perfect analogy

You can find the latest from the Renegades being posted at my new site, Speaking of Nine. The archive of last year’s messages will remain at [url=htp://opalescentwords.wordpress.com:3stqroy0]Opalescent Words[/url:3stqroy0], as will the Pleiadian Renegade lexicon at the Garden of Unknowable Things site. The new site represents a complete recalibration of Nine’s work (Nine is the source that comes through the Renegades) and is kind of masterminded by my new Pleiadian friend Anica. There will be more to come, so stay tuned…

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I’ve done this before, too. Sister, if you can hear me, I feel your pain.

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It’s hard to let go, even if all you have left to let go of is contained in a bead on a necklace. Meaning is a wisp of a thing, sometimes.

Zing, I feel so much in your words, as what you say in many ways outlines my own experience on this earth. There is a secret place in a mother’s heart for lost children, and I don’t think it ever really goes away. It is a grief I have felt personally my whole life, from my family history. My sister’s things were all taken from the house after her death, and there was no opportunity for letting go. I don’t know of any mother who is prepared for motherhood, either the life or the loss of it. It can’t be prepared for because it’s a transformation into something wholly other. If women were to wait until they were truly ready to become mothers, there would be far fewer babies born on this planet! You must have some very active remembrances of how it was “elsewhere”, perhaps on Lyra? 😀

It’s so easy to get lost in such a dark place, it can get very cold and lonely and tough to get grounded without being swallowed up. Your client will be ready to let go, when the time is right and all the understandings are in place. It sounds like you’re really connected with her, Syme, so don’t fret, the right words will spill out of your mouth!

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After watching this video interview with Michael Hane some time ago, I’ve been wanting to try this modality out. One of Conscious Media Network’s wonderful offerings: http://www.consciousmedianetwork.com/members/mhane.htm It’s always good to get your head screwed on straight! 😆

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UFO and others who are experiencing this real-life/dream-life phenom: Me too! The past few months have been way up and way down in terms of physical experience. Sickness to the point of agony and actually death transitions, then intensely blissful alternate reality experiences that are real, as if experienced by the essence of the self. Really wild. I feel more “plugged in” these days. So just go with it, Richi, let go of everything that no longer serves you in your growth, reach beyond old patterns and let beliefs, habits, response patterns, etc just drop.

I think the lightshows are more a matter of us kind of rising to the surface of a level of density, like bubbles in water.

THANK YOU ANNU for getting my behind-the-board entanglement disentangled so’s I can post again!

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Thanks for stepping up, SilverSurfer. I haven’t been able to post or login as often as I was doing. An extra pair of hands (or feet) is always a good thing!

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In his book Magus of Strovolos, Kyriacos Markides relates the story of an alchemist he knew who could turn silver into gold, by entering into the molecular structure of silver with his consciousness and moving things around to transmute it into the molecular structure of gold. It’s a really good read.

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[youtube:3ajzap9i]http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rup00-lS1UQ[/youtube:3ajzap9i]

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I banned AA, mainly because the website link on the personal info page (click on username) is “buy-quick dot co” and main interest is basketball. Smelled fishy, done.

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Hi Greg, you’ll find a library of Oahspe materials on the main site in the sacred books section… and consider this an invitation to add what you know, links, files, etc. The book of light grows in this way.

I remember finding a copy of the Oahspe on my father’s bookshelf when I was young, looking through it and wondering what it was all about. Never did have a chance to explore it too far, as the book disappeared soon thereafter. 🙄

Thanks for bringing this fascinating work to light!

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