[Neiru2012]

As far as that “Grand Cosmic Game” article…

The Light can be described as love, joy, bliss and all the emotions connected with the upper chakras. The Dark can be described as fear, anger, blame, shame and all the emotions connected with the lower chakras.

I nearly stopped reading right there. XD

But I took a deep breath, told myself they’re just using different definitions than me, and kept going. ^_^;

I definitely agree with the essence and intention of what’s being said. That we must value the journey as well as the “reward,” and that painful challenges are vital to our growth, and especially that:

The other great challenge is our belief that we want to stay in the Light. The Light is like a vacation spot on a tropical island. It is a getaway from the stress and strain of spiritual growth. We were never meant to stay there because staying in the Light would be polarizing to that extreme.

But of course I disagree with the way the term “Dark” is used here. I work with Dark. It is already “joy, bliss,” and truth to me. I can understand that sometimes entities can react to Dark energy with “fear, anger, blame, shame” and such, but that is not what Dark is and not what those who work with it see it as. I will agree that Dark often appears as a “challenge,” and that valuing/understanding “fear” and “anger” are lessons of Dark. But most of the instances that are refered to as “Dark” in this passage I encounter more often as distortions of Light.

The other thing I can’t agree with is the notion that there have only been two other planets with “total free will” in this universe besides Earth. I don’t believe in degrees of free will. Every-one/thing always has total free will. I hear this idea being touted often in the context of “belief in God.” That beings on this planet, and humans in particular, have free will to believe or disbelieve in “God” and other more esoteric aspects of reality, and that this is rare. Yes, not recognizing the living universe as self-evident IS rare, and it’s very rare on Earth too. It is only in the last 200 years out of the thousands of years of human history that not believing in “God(s)” became a viable option. It can be said that I don’t have free will to disbelieve in the living universe, because it is self-evident to me. However, I don’t see this as a matter of free will but experience. Having experienced what I experienced and having to feel what I feel, I see the living universe as truth. This same process happens to beings elsewhere who are born with even more sensitivity. It is no different than asking if humans have the free will to disbelieve in gravity. It’s there, and we accept from experience that it’s there.

I don’t see Earth as any more special than any other planet, or humans any more special than any other beings. I do understand that many local star civilizations see Earth and humans as special due to their karmic ties from meddling in human evolution and history.

[Neiru2012]

I hear what you’re saying, Parriah, and I agree.

I know exactly what you mean by the Santa Claus feeling. 😆 All through the night my senses were heightened. Whenever I heard a strange noise or saw a weird flash of light I’d giddily run to the window like a panting dog staring out of a speeding car. The night felt different. Fun, warm, full of possibility. When I read Blossom’s “we’re starting our descent” channeling, I felt warm and teary-eyed, like being reunited with old friends. And despite no massive sighting that night or the next, I didn’t feel hurt or betrayed. I felt hope, and I still feel like Oct 14th marked a major threshhold in the process of contact. It brought people’s insecurities and hidden desire to the surface so they could be healed and transformed. I think that is a huge step towards contact, and I still feel that a doorway has been opened, and contact is just over the horizon. Every day I wake up knowing that, hey, there might just be a ship overhead! It could happen any time! Makes things more fun and exciting.

I don’t need them to come, but I certainly would like them to. I don’t want them to save me or anyone, but I do feel that the time is nigh for Earth to reclaim its place in the interstellar community. It is time for humans to think in terms of planets instead of countries.

[Neiru2012]

Well, I’m not exactly from this universe, but I’ll concentrate on my associations here.

When I was ages 3-6 I was visited nightly by an ET named Loyent who took me to what I consider my home star system. I consider it my cradle in this universe, and still feel closely associated with it even though my experience has expanded far beyond it. I am an intergalactic diplomat as my other self, and also a representative of my star system and my planet. I am on the governing council of my planet, and apparently I incarnated before they could sort out who can fill in for me. So Loyent had to take me to council meetings since they couldn’t start without me. ^_^; But it wasn’t all business. While I was there Loyent also took me to visit other planets in that system, including his own. So let me try to summarize this…

My star system, Maiucialla, is many, many, many galaxies away. To get there, we first had to go to Earth’s moon, where there were ET bases. I guess it’s a kind of traveler station. From there we rode a bird of light to our star system.

Ours was a very calm part of the universe with very little turbulance and warring civilizations like the Milky Way has. I guess the story goes that early in our history, there were two huge galactic civilizations that clashed and wiped each other out. Nobody wanted to repeat their mistake. 😆 Add to this the fact that the star system Maiucialla was further isolated by a dust cloud, and you can see why were left to develop in peace, at our own pace. But you can probably imagine that since we missed out on it in our own evolution, we are endlessly fascinated by the conflict in places like the Milky Way. Ours was a smaller, cooler star than the sun. It appeared more orange in the sky. There were several planets orbiting it, but I’ll only list the ones that stand out in my mind:

Lunaria: This is my home planet, though it is not its actual name. I called it Lunaria because of my association with traveling from the moon. It seems strange to say but… I really don’t remember what it or we looked like, lol. When I try to remember, everything is whitewashed with light. I remember what it felt like, though. Serene, connected, wise, friendly. Our values are humor, inner peace, and deep respect for nature. Over time, my intuition filled in gaps on its own, and while this may not be literally what it was like, it gets the essence across. That essence is “crystal and water.” Water flowing through crystal. A crystal planet in shades of blue that had a natural luminescence about it. And criss-crossing the crystal were subterranean streams that sometimes pooled into lakes above. There is such a thing as the “Singing Mountain,” which is a crystal mountain with waterfalls cascading down its sides in places where the underground springs spilled onto the surface. If you put your ear to the mountain, you could hear the water hum as it flowed against crystal, hence the name. Of course, there were many caves. Many of them were used for healing and attuning. Our own bodies were of a kind of soft, almost liquid-like, luminous crystal. We specialized as ambassadors and diplomats, and there are a number of us serving on councils all across this universe. Although the colors and twilight lighting of our planet may seem cold, it actually feels very warm.

Mangralia: This is the name that I remember of Loyent’s home planet. It looks a lot like Mars. Wind-swept red deserts and canyons. Its inhabitants are called karaci, which means “invisible one(s).” Yes, they all could turn invisible at will. They are extremely shy creatures who don’t venture far from their planet let alone their star system. Loyent is a phenomenal exception, but that’s mainly my fault for dragging him along across the universe. They prefer to stay invisible on the planet’s surface, although sometimes you can catch glimpses of them or see phantom footprints appearing in the sand. They most live in a network of subterranean tunnels and suck nutrients from the walls. I imagine them as all shapes and sizes, but mainly red and furry.

Kator: This is the name of the outer-most planet. Our star’s gravity has trouble keeping it within its pull so it has a very erratic orbit and is riddled with craters from countless collisions with space debris. Its soil is a patchwork of many colors, and there are mobile vine-plant-flowers that like to crawl between craters and nest in them. It also has some purple humanoid-ish creatures that live there in cities. Since their night and day patterns are so erratic, they don’t have a stable light source. For this reason Lunaria ships them slabs of our luminous crystal from which they build their cities.

There are some creatures indigenous to many planets in the system. The most notable of these are the kadro-kril. They are dragons, but not the type found in the Milky Way. These have the mane and tail tuft of a lion, the nose of a sheep, six wings, and velvety fur all over their body. They look a bit like Falcor from Neverending Story (and yes, this was way before I saw Neverending Story :P). These are incredibly ancient and wise beings. Some of them are very fierce and wild, but others are friendly and willing to share their knowledge. On Lunaria we have priests whose duties are to befriend these dragons, learn from them, and share their teachings with us. The other Lunarians are mostly occupied with working with the planetary grid.

Because of my background, I think of different civilizations as either “Psi civs” or “Tech civs.” Psi civs are cultures who were left relatively undisturbed and so could afford to take the slow and difficult path of evolving their mind, body, and spirit. The most advanced Psi civs have strong powers such as telepathy, telekeniesis, clairvoyance, and etc which never break down and they can often take with them across lifetimes. Tech civs are cultures who had to constantly compete with other cultures. They chose the fast and easy path of evolving external technology. This gave them the same powers as Psi civs but not innately (ex: cell phones instead of telepathy). In the most extreme cases the beings stopped evolving completely and began to serve the evolution of their technology. In other cases they used technology to tap into their own genome and bio-engineer Psi civ powers into themselves. Of course, having not gone through the lessons of developing them naturally, they had a lot to learn about how to use them. Most civilizations are on some middle point of this Psi<

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>Tech continuum.

Okay, I think I’ve rambled enough for now. XD

[Neiru2012]

@opalescent wrote:

Within every core of dimensional infinitude are all possibilities available. Every cell of one’s being possesses such a portal to the undefined. Through such a portal is it possible to summon a particular type of encounter with a conscious emanation from within the very heart of the core of the undefined itself. In such an encounter with infinity in its purest form, the brave soul venturing within the dark core is transformed.

@opalescent wrote:

Nothing else comes close to the transformative power of divine essence unlocked from form. Form itself cannot maintain structural integrity and, if not obliterated, form becomes energetically defined by virtue of raw divinity engaging with its body. That which is not of a form’s essential truth is burned away and what is left becomes the form of divinity itself.

Tee-hee-hee… I guess we agree even more than I thought! 😀

[Neiru2012]

I spin the chakras clockwise when looking from overhead. But when drawing light into the heart center, I spin that light clockwise from the side, so that it can shoot down on the outspin.

[Neiru2012]

That is too funny! 😆
And sadly very true… 😯
Updated daily until Nov 4th? Ooh, maybe I should make this my homepage.

I work for Defenders of Wildlife, we’ve been fighting Palin for as long as she was in office. This is a woman who wants to take polar bears off the endangered species list because they’re making it harder for her to drill for oil in their rapidly diminishing habitat. We’ve been running these ads in key swing states and they’ve been really successful:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EQobIUE1zTU
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-HtNXlShAvU
(Warning: they are graphic)

More facts:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_e5PxXtc9VM

But… on a lighter note… this is a pretty funny song: Ballad of Sarah Palin

[Neiru2012]

Yes, I did realize you are agreeing with me, opal. Thank you. 😀 I was just rephrasing it in another way.

P.S. For those that don’t know, behold the amazing darkside-screeching church lady! Don’t be like the darkside-screeching church lady. 😯

[Neiru2012]

It is no different than when you say “Light” as a much larger concept than turning on a lamp. Isn’t it unbalanced to have such a complex view of “Light” and such a simplistic view of “Darkness”?

[Neiru2012]

@Will wrote:

…mabe we need to make new terms to describe the Dark Alliance aka the global cabal…actually it is more than global in that it is inter-dimensional and extra-planetary… but still within the manifest…

“Dark” is a tricky thing to categorize. I consider it more part of the Manifest than Void, in that it is Void expressing its influence on the Manifest. The beings you are talking about are of Manifest light, but can and do use Dark energy just like anyone else. Dark energy is very powerful and has much potential for destruction, but abuse of the Dark isn’t necessarily out of harmony with the universe’s setup.
@Will wrote:

…I see All That Is as the *body of God*…and liken the portions that are malevolent as body portions that are not in the best interest of the body… not unlike a cancer…maybe the dis-ease was part of a lesson that the body needed …but still…there comes a point where the lesson needs to be over and the body moves back into wholeness…the George Bushes and Dick Chenys and Hitlers and Stalins are still our brothers …and have needs to be re-integrated into wholeness…

Like I said in the “Universes Within Universes” section, I don’t know if things necessarily need to be re-integrated into “wholeness”… if by “wholeness” you mean the absolute reunification of this universe. All things are always one. Nothing needs to be done for them to be one. The reason this universe and other kinds of realities exist is because God/dess didn’t want to just be one anymore. It wanted to express itself in separation as many. It wanted to interact as many, and wanted for all possibilities to be explored and played with. This includes the Hitlers and Bushes and Stalins of the world. They are in the best interest of the “whole!” And what is “whole” anyway? The “whole” of an individual, the “whole” of humanity, the “whole” of Earth’s biosphere, the “whole” of the universe? Each “whole” is an individual and each individual a “whole.” This universe is an individual when it interacts with other universes, for example. If a pattern keeps repeating, or a possibility keeps manifesting, then it hasn’t yet been fully expressed to the universe’s liking. If you are still getting affected by it, then you haven’t outgrown it. Even a god can learn a thing or two from a flower.
@Will wrote:

…how does Dark Matter figure into your paradygm ?…

“Dark matter” and “Dark energy” are placeholder terms in physics for “we don’t know what the hell they are.” Around 97% of the universe is classified as “dark matter” and “dark energy.” Considering that around 3% of the universe is of ordinary matter/energy familiar to us, and how incredibly varied that 3% is, I think it’s safe to say that the other 97% is just as varied if not more in its constitution. Scientists don’t know what it’s made of, and until they figure that out, I can’t comment on whether it relates to Void or Darkness. I personally think that “dark matter” and “dark energy” are more than likely Manifest phenomena that Earth’s physicists haven’t understood yet, such as the influence of other densities that we can’t immediately see (astral, 5D, 6D, etc).

[Neiru2012]

@Kailaurius wrote:

The same applies to darkness. There is no such thing.

And I would have to respectfully disagree with that statement. Do you really believe that vibrations of starlight as found in this universe is the only things that exists? There are plenty of worlds beyond this universe, and plenty more beyond those, that have nothing to do with the light that permeates this universe. I would call them different “light spectrums,” because if I have to get technical, I define “light” as a means of information transfer. But to truly call them “light” is misleading, since those other spectrums have nothing in common with light-as-you-know-it. I see Darkness as originating from another “light” spectrum. It is an energy just as real as Light, just as powerful (if not more so), just as important, and in no way “evil.” I don’t believe in good and evil. They are subjective terms, as you point out, but I also don’t see things in varying degrees of good. I do however believe in harmony between all things, especially when they are in conflict.
@Kailaurius wrote:

The negative emotions that are created from this perception can of course be traced back to the ego.

I do hope you mean to say this process is a useful thing, and not something to avoid. I see too many people trying to get rid of their egos and/or thinking individuality somehow needs to be fixed.

[Neiru2012]

It sounds like we agree for the most part.
@echo wrote:

But it was you who said that darkness is chaos, essentially, or “a realm of absolute chaos and infinite freedom” Some people don’t like chaos or freedom for that matter. Setting aside our own misconceptions, could this be a source of the problem?

Yes, this is what I mean by “Darkness distortions occur most often because beings misuse, abuse, or misdirect this power out of self-denial.”
@echo wrote:

To me, light literally comes from the sun and electricity and fire. It also represents more in a symbolic way. Darkness to me means absence of light or matter. It also represents more in a symbolic way. This is all my eye can see, so that is all my mind can know.

I also take the literal meaning of light. The light from the sun is photons, pure energy. This pure energy is the substance of all things in this universe. Did you read my comments about different light spectrums? Since I see the Dark as having roots in the Void, I do define it as “the absence of (Manifest) Light.” But this does not mean that if you shine light on it it’ll go away. It is another form of “light” (defined as the medium of information transfer that forms the common ground of a reality)… the Void’s spectrum of “light.” The colors black and white can be seen in two ways. White objects reflect all colors back at you, white light is all colors put together. Black objects absorb all colors, dark spaces have no light/color at all. The first three examples are Manifest Light, the last example is the closest to what I mean by Dark. What your eye can’t see becomes the unknown. What becomes unknown destabalizes our expectations of reality, which then becomes open to many more possibilities. It is my belief that so much “paranormal” stuff happens at night because by robbing us of our Manifest senses, which solidify the mundane, we are forced to use the subtler senses that can reach across worlds and pull in more exotic possibilities.

[Neiru2012]

Thank you for explaining that you didn’t read through the thread before your initial post, because I was wondering where you were getting your reasoning from. I still don’t know what to reply to you, because your view of darkness is not part of my perspective. I created this thread because I wanted to clear up some of the misunderstandings the Light-aligned have about Darkness. I very often see people slander the Dark or use it as a blanket term for anything they don’t like. This is simply not right. I don’t believe a harmonious view of the universe can think in absolutes of “good” and “evil” but in terms of neutral forces that can be worked with and learned from depending on the situation. Some things are more effectively handled by Light, some things are more appropriately handled by Darkness. There is nothing in the multiverse that exists without purpose. There is no part of yourself that you can exorcize, repress, or neglect and still be whole.

Dark and Light can sometimes be conceptualized as opposites, but there is no opposition between them. I encourage people to stop demonizing the Dark and actually spend time exploring and learning from it. Really understand what it is, where it comes from, and what it means to you. And by this I don’t simply mean facing your “shadow selves” or qualities about yourself you don’t like. That is not what Darkness is! But they are things you must face and integrate before you can know Darkness, because they represent a fear of Self and a fear of Freedom. They represent a distrust of your own Power and self-expression. I believe all of you have Darkness in your hearts, and I say this as the purest, most liberating blessing! If you embrace it, it will be a source of comfort, safety, and profound, unwavering strength. If you ignore it, it can become your worst enemy. Darkness distortions occur most often because beings misuse, abuse, or misdirect this power out of self-denial.

Also, I’m flattered you’d call me a channel but I don’t consider myself that. I know the things I do by virtue of who/what I am. It’s simply part of my reality.

[Neiru2012]

It is my general experience that things don’t happen until you stop desperately wanting them to. Desperation is a symptom of “fear,” internal lack, and a relinquishing of your power to an external entity/event. My expectations of this even were that it would be “really fun.” At no point did I think they were coming to save me or anybody, and I firmly believed that they were not coming for me (or “us”) at all, but to demonstrate to those that did not know of them that they’re here. Perhaps they thought they would influence USA’s election, which was another one of my hopes and hesitations. I wanted them to come on Tuesday because it would be absolutely awesome for Obama and McCain to be discussing not “foreign policy” but “interstellar policy” at the Presidental debate on Wednesday, lol. My friends were saying how if they come, they should have an Obama/Biden ’08 bumper sticker. 😆

But I doubt they want to influence the election, and there’d be no telling how they’d influence it anyway. Would people have more hope and openness for peace in the world? Or would they flock to paranoia and war-mongering at even more perceived threats? I held no illusions that this event would be uniformally a peaceful, loving, hopeful experience for those that did know know the ETs as I do. Religions would go crazy, the media would sensationalize everything, stores would close (which is why I stocked up on food), social chaos would ensue. Good chaos! My kind of chaos!! A catalyst that would forever change the world. This is what I wanted. I also fantasized about subsequent face-to-face contact of the FoL and the media. Our media is twisted enough to annoy even the most loving of beings! I bet it would be amusing to watch.

Anyway, I realize a lot of people are hurt. I don’t feel hurt or betrayed, but I also haven’t lost hope for the rest of the year. I see the Oct 14th date as a chance for people to vent and process the “save us! save us!” mentality and learn to be their own strength, so that when contact does occur, we will be able to greet our cosmic friends as equals. If it doesn’t happen by the end of the year, I won’t be disappointed either. They’re already here. I’m already here. I’m doing my part to help this planet and that is my main concern.

[Neiru2012]

In my eyes, religion has nothing to do with following the teachings of its founder, and that is my point. Mainstream Christianity has little resemblance to what Jesus actually taught.

[Neiru2012]

Can I reference that crazy lady again to show why I treat Jesus and Christianity as entirely different things? XD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lORCuR84-_8
Jesus had a lot of wonderful things to say, but some of his followers scare the living $#!@ out of me!
Then again, I’m “dark sided”… 😆

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